al0ne. waiting .

2006-05-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

Ok ! Officially annoucing this blog to be deleted. Sorry. I assume writing in a personal diary is better. Sorry to guys that are supporting me thru out like janna, zhaolun, sinwee, jasontan, yingying, yantong, and the rest. I appreciate. Don worry. I will update you face to face when the time comes. Take care guys !
Hope to see you soon ! : )

This blog would be deleted with effect on 7/6/06. I choose seventh. because its a date i nv forget in my life. A regret...

2006-05-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

Do my O lvls. Well, still can do it. but dunno can pass anot.

Aft tt went to cp. b4 tt saw her with grp of fwen walkin front of me. i wAs like...err ok.

Saw her walkin back hm.. so guai. but saw her blog las nite they went sakae sushi..enjoyin themself..with a new guy fren.

for me, went cp eat. go hm bathe chng clothes meet derrick ivan ahboon gabriel chuxiang vincent chinchong daniel jasontan guanjie clement kenneth go see Xmen than go eat Soeul garden at taka and see movie at PS. e movies nice. the food also alright. in the middle they play superwoman and i start to think.. and i was actually like 45 mins totalli quiet.. they accuse me act cool but some close fwen know e reason la..

when eatin.. i than start to open up.....

e feelin is really bad. if we cnt be together.. i really wan to see you being safe. everytime c e way u are dressed...and being 8 mths with u.. i really know ur weak stuff.. i really wan 2 take care of u forever. I really cant open up or go ask for stead with another gAl.. like life is ups and down. I let u dw.. but tt cnt be e end ? jus some ordinary sad love story ? tis is juz a obstacles we come thru.. nw broken up.. but i really wan get backj with u aft O lvls..

or perhaps u really dun have e feelin of love.. juz crush or puppy love.. tts y u being able to suppress all the tings within urself.

enuff. everyday i am wearin a mask.. a active mask. every time i reach hm/. i tk it off and starts to think and wantin to do sth..nt foolish dun worry. What about u ?

YOU ARE MY SUPERWOMAN !

dun cuz wad other ppl says about past is past. i agree.. however.. aft O lvls is a future, promise to give u back e faith and trust you once had in me ! i wont hurt U Aagain.. i learn this expensive lesson.. i waitin for a miracle. All e best to ur O lvls.

2006-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up blur. Anyhow think again.

Than noon 2 O clock went down to hg mall to register for tuition. Thought it was cheap but price turned up 200 bucks plus. Gosh.

Than go pool with justin jerry and ivAn for a few games before going down to sengkang CC to study. The place there is quiet and confortable.

Study til 4 5 plus... than went with ivan and derrick go cp do something. than meet some graduated ex vistarian gals.. they slack there. i went home first. moody.

Than nw blog. lata bathe. c chinese bk a while. juz nw saw sth online.. nt very happy to me.. but cant say it out. Nvm..

Good luck to all in their O lvl chinese tml. rmb to brin confirmation slip and IC or student pass.

Shes the one who give up me, naturally her heart is like " given up "... assume she can concentrate on her O lvl chinese tml since i nv appear physically and mentally in front of her.

Me, being the one kana..i really cnt concentrate and hlp thinkin of her.. i nid U !

Lets share happiness and woes together. I willingly to give in durin quarrels cuz its always my bad. I want you back soon.. as the song Mr Lonely suggest.. My whole life came crashin ...

2006-05-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

Have a good rest samantha because u been out with old folks the whole night right ? Okays !

Hi guys ! here to tag early because something came across my mind. Some stupid non-constructive thoughts.

Well, after O levels will be 3 months of rest while waiting for results. Than after that will be entry into different instituitions..like Poly or JC for all of us.

Environment exposed to more people you see.. Well.. thats life huh ?

Sincerely i believe if the love is true and just not a crush, it can overcome any obstacles..

of cause before that it will have its ups and down.. mostly downs cause ups happen for very fast... but lows take slow, probably why many people often are stucked down there.

For my case, it all really depends on e feelings. I am not trying to say that i will be back with her. Its just depends on feelings, after all obstacles including O levels.

Whatever it is, r/s aside for now and concentrate on O levels. Our Sec 5 Cohort did bad i think for the majority.

Cmon guys ! will be updating tonight again !

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LATEST .

Just came back from town with ahboon justin and kok. Eat slAck .. walk til nothing to do.. walking aimlessly. Very sianz.. just dun want go home anyhow think.

Ask ahboon about the him and her gf.. and i reflect upon myself.

There is something i wish to clarify to my ex.

The times when are are together, i really trust you. If not i dun think it can even last for 3 months...

Is just that i always afraid you cannot take care of yourself given ur ' blurness ' i know.

Nevermind. I learn mistakes but hope you also remember what my advises to you to your next boyfriend. Sayonara.

Byes ! See you guys tomorrow.

2006-05-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

.. Here to blog. Days have not been good, days i ' okay ' but i am not.

Today went to see the counsellor with justin and jerry.

He told me that true love is strong and lasting. In this case, my ex seems to handle it so easily.. maybe its just '' liking '' me in the first place... thats why she can drop it quite without troubles.

He told me i got a condition, which is called ' depression ' . He asked to contact my parents but i told him not to temporarily cause my parents dun understand me in terms of BGR.

He also said that is you love ur partner, you will just want her to be happy. I told the counsellor that she hates me, and he said i cannot change the impression of me inside her mind. I can only change myself.

I can only pray that she be back someday.

Breaking up now is luckier than later on as it is closer to O levels, he said. I agree she also need to concentrate.

To Sam : [ I dunno whether you visit my blog, and when you do visit, do take a look here. ]

If you really want to concentrate on O levels, and your feelings is starting to fade.. i can accept it. But actually theres no a need to deliberate piss me off and hates me. You may think time will heal everything, thats on a majority. But for me, time cannot heals me because there is a word call REGRET in my heart and soul. I just want you to be safe and happy.You may get into other r/s soon... But the counsellor told me, i am seems on the possesive side, to over protect U. To love, you must sure that she is happy. For now, as long as you are happy, i am happy.

Saw you taking a consent form for the ODAC booth today, perhaps if you are going, do call someone to inform me. I will strike off my name, because you want to enjoy the activity, surely you don want to see someone you hate.

Ok.. now today my parents actually refused to come. So i didn get my report book back. Perhaps I would only get back on the Tuesday or Wednesday. I stil own Ms Tan 15 bucks, stil own vincent a present, stil nid to save 40 bucks for Chinchong birthday. My pocket is deppleting.. real soon. Seems that my MANCHESTER UNITED jersey will have to wait longer. Haix.

Tomorrow is another dreaded weekend. I hate weekends now, especially after being single. The feeling simply SUCK. See you guys again, maybe tonight if there are anything to be updated.

Amituofuo. God bless her.

2006-05-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

A teacher counselled me. And here are a few GOLDEN lines which i think is very, very true.

" This break-up maybe a blessing in duiguise, because if this happen at a later age, the hurt will be even deeper " I second this.

" Breaking up shows that we two are not compatible, and i and her can learn from each other mistakes. For me, i learn my mistakes and change myself so i am ready to face my ms right and if SHE is inside one of the million girls out there, its just another bonus " I have to agree. I wont prove to anybody that ill change.. i change for myself. As the teacher said, i am now Version 1.0. After this break up, i learn something and upgrade to 1.1. To get ready for my next ms right, i have to be version 1.1. If the r/s fails, i learn sth and goonna change to 1.2.

" Don blame her for not treating you nicely.. is just tt the two of you.. happens at the wrong time and wrong place and wrong people. Instead, you must forgive her. If u dun forgive her[ in the sense that i st0p thinkin its her fault partly for e brk up.. ], you ll not learn from mistakes and carry on to upgrade the yourself " version " .

In conclusion, the teacher say i stil blame her. Because i am happy of the way she behaves when we are together some time.. but brk up i blame her.. mayb tts wad e teacher said.. no point thinkin past.. so i wont blame her for hw she sometimes in e past mayb insensitive 2wards me.. or whatever..[ though nw she hates me alot and seems i shld ger her forgiveness instead...] this logic very deep.. muz think very long b4 i get it.. u guys too. dun thinks tt i bhb,want to forgive her. ponder deeper.. i wan to forgive her inside my hart by nt blamin her.. though i mistreat her.. Next... Gotta face facts.. i have to learn frm it.. upgrade myself and to face my ms right.. who may pop up anytime.. if my life stands at a still.. and when my ms right see me.. it ll be e same old liangzhi.. and nt e new version of changed liangzhi. I ll do just tt. If she pops up in the future.. its just another bonus. Regarding how much her friend and her hates me, i cannot control it. So i just hope time will heal their hated for me.. i can do nothing. Thanks to this teacher ! i blog today.. is a golden advice to the heartbrokens out there.. and also a piece of reminder for me.. so if i cant tk it.. i wll come and read my own post..

Evverything happens for a reason. You cannot forget but you can forgive. If you never learn to forgive, u will nv be happy.

2006-05-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Okays. This 2 months..as you have read my previous post, i seems to lead my life on. Well, i was down just now because of a few reasons.

To samantha [ i didn know whether u have read but one day if u come across this...] : I told myself to live on,but at times i see you outside and the gal who i use to spend so happily.. suffer..... but cannot even be friends..i feel like ..out of this world. no matter hw much counsellin my fwens told me.. i know what i am doin.. but some times i just feel like drownin myself in certain stuff. i know u are seems very okay with ur life nw.. tts very good. u are brave. i am not.. i not a man cuz i cnt tk it.. Sorry to ur frens.. Cannot b with u is a regret.. but i really hope u can tk care of urself.. and i really mean.. tk care ! not that simple.. h0pe u can change ur mind soon.. however.. i nv dare to think of patchin up.. so dun worry..

Because of my blog, i have offended quite a number of people. I know many others still care for me, but i decided to close the blog for some time. Whether to open another blog, will decide aagain later. Sorry but do keep in contact. Sorry but maybe contact u if i open another blog.. janna.. adilaz.. lun.. ying... and some n1 gals..

2006-05-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again ! This maybe a long post, so take a little time off to read it ba.

Firstly, it has been around 2 months since the broke up. I am trying hard to pick up myself, really trying hard not to see her because it brings back memories. As the saying goes, it is hard to sit beside your loved one when you cant have him or her. My friends around me are great, supporting me throughout, and they are also affected quite severely by me. I came late twice for morning assembly, seriously didn want to see her. Seeing her so happy is good, but inside my heart, there existed a evil side.. which is unhappy because she can be so happy after breaking up.. which is to means that she is not happy when she was with me. As her first love, I feel very honoured but sad that i spoilt her wonderful first love journey. As the saying goes, the first love often don last because he/she cant adapt but will learn after the breaking up of the first relationship. I maybe the '' trial '' before she carry on her other love journeys. I have sincerely and faithfully cried for the first time over a girl, just a girl. But she is extraordinary. A superwoman. A song i would never forget.. the song by Cao Ge called ' Superwoman ". A very meaningful song... talking about a guy taking things for granted but i think the ending is good for them, not me.
Here something i learned through this painful journey. For GUYS,
-You must not be over sensitive, over protective and over caring as it will frightens the girl.
-You must act to be okay even though you are jealous, if not, the girls will claim you as someone who needs to be pampered.
For GIRLS.
-Small and occasional surprises will lit and sparkle the relationship at times. Guys are very easy to please with small surprises because we GUYS loves to be loved.
-Do be honest and give feedbacks to your boyfriend so that they can change better, dun keep everything inside. It is hurting for you, and not being fair to your guy who thought he is treating you alright. [ This is also vice versa, it applies to the guys too ! :p Guys,not helpin you cuz its a fact. hahas!]
-Approiate sensitiveness is needed, because if make the guy feels he is loved, but not overly pamper.
To carry on, I recently been hit again that i told a girl to pass a msg to her, but she reply back with a msg telling me to go and die i think, and felt irritated. I have not contact her for more than a week i guess.. but she stil treats me very enemy-like. To guys, another thing i have learnt :
-Avoid contacting the ex if they really dun want.

For now, i am at a misery point. And to open up, i give myself this status/aim :

- Try to concentrate in school everyday and avoid coming late for school.
- Wants to put her at a side, and carry on with my life. [ Sorry to guys that tell me to forget her..I know you all are for my goodness sake... But for now.. I place her at the most bottom of my heart. Not expecting patch up, cuz she hated me so deep. Hope against hope for miracles. ]
- Not thinking too much. [ This is because whenever i see her outside dressed so ' hot ' , i feel uneasy. Only if she kn0ws how guys can be covered in wolf clothing.. haiz..]

The only thing i cannot at ease is she been able to protect herself. The rest, is none of my area that i can concern. Atually how she protect herself also i cannot care. but i really just worry for her own safety.. especially if she go with outside guys. People may say she is already 18 bu as her ex, i know her .. very demure and pure.. so please God and friends of her, guide her through safely.

I trying hard not contacting her, but for informtion, replying msgs or picking up calls DOES NOT necessary means he/she are giving her/his partner a chance. It is purely communication. I know of friends of her telling her that if she replies me, she is giving me hope. Don be chidlish. Than next time we have r/s with other guys/girls, we cannot be friends with our ex because it maybe giving chance. Yes it seems to be giving chances but it is not always the case. There are always exceptions. In this case, I don think replying me means i got chance. Seriously.

Okays.. Now i gonna blog about my working experience in FurAma h0tel. The environment is friendly, the place where our 2005 High Tea Graduation takes place. Talking bout the graduation, it bring me back to sad memories. [ When she didn want to sit with me but with guys and girls from another table.. nvm, past is past..] Ok.. Started work at 6 pm.. did setting.. moving chairs. hurt my hand as the chairs all landed on my hand. Long time nver work le.. so abit not flexible. I cannot contact her.. so i have to endure it myself... Than dinner starts. A aunty was teamed up with me. We were in charge of 3 tables. Table 16 - Got one very xialan uncle. KNNCCB. Think pay a feew hundred dollars come here eat wedding ceremony can be VIP. CB.
Table 18 - All uncles... very friendly. Very good and easy to serve.
Table 19 - All young adults and 3 girls around our age. I must say they are most elegant girls i seen so far in life..don theirselves with evening gown and light make up, they are really heavenly. Well, I didn dare to serve them at all. I told the auntie to specially served that table. Though i did top up the drinks of one of the girl. I was trembling. I was afraid of been a clown in front of them. Whoosh.. luckily i never did. End around 11 pm.. earned a crappy 30 bucks with my arms aching. Oh well.. have to save up 110 bucks to buy my Official Jersey, my wish item since i know football. Hope to get that soon.

Ok.. ending soon. All the best to all... specially to guys and girls who been behind me all the way. And of course all the best to her.. in her studies and future endeavours.. including relationship.

2006-05-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

Today i am blogging early because i ad to work later, in Furama Hotel. I am alone with a auntie while jerry.justin,clarence and gary all go sentosa work.. i am alone. Very sianz ! Don really feel like going... my hands also trembling sia.. dunn0 why.. Last night saw her in msn but cannot talk to her... very uneasy... and i mean very uneasy. After broke up, she went online very often. Seems to be eenjoying herself very much...haizz..

Not gonna contaCt her for dunn0 when...i dunn0 hw am i gonna make it through.. seriously every now and than i flash back of the time we went to see movie just last week but we are not even talking to each other, of course with a big group of buddies.

She got a ' good ' friend around her, very closely now. That time i requested her friend to just teach her a maths topic ..instead she replied " Eh..liangzhi i very scare of you.. don tell me to help you..." HALO ?!!! I was merely purely calling you to teach samanthA this subj.. u think i want to ask you help me meh.. she never asked anymore and never replied. I kn0w some of the ppl don want chup our 2 thins but that point of moment, i was juz askin her to teach a education stuff.. not BGR.. dots! Pushed everything aside and even tell me not to fan her anymore. whaAAoooo ... Good friend indeed.

Forget it, n0w ' her ' is like passing everyday very happily with no worries. Seems she really take it very light .... Maybe teaches me not to be too committed into r/s next time.. u get too deep you will over protect , over sensitive in everything. I also probably learnt tat being don care and dun protect too much is better than over in them ? It makes me thing.. I ll reflect.However, now i never dare to think of patching up.. but just to be friends.. cause she even doesn respond to me.Zhen de hen xin ku..

I ll blog tonight, for the workin experience in the hotel we have our high tea grad. Sayonara readers !

... Loves come from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere FAITH .

2006-05-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Caused my gal-used-to-be mobile phone to be confiscated. You guys will condemn me why i called her house, eventually leading to confiscation of HP. But if she is more understanding, to just tolerate a few seconds just to let me get the message across. So difficult ? Hang me, ignore my msgs and so on. FORCED me to call the house. Than blame me ?

Some times somethings happens of a reason that makes it happen.

Now i just wan to explain certain stuff to you to clear miisunderstanding but you have to cool down some time before thinkin in my position.

Last time u asked me why derrick and co. treat you abit weird.. What i told them..... U think i get close to them to gain sympathy ? What for even i get their sympathy ? I gain what ? Perhaps they really felt for me. See you in class with those guai guai specs.. talkin in such a cute manner.. but behind treat ur ex like this ?!

I never showed all the msgs but a few that you send were really atrocious. One of them scold " FUC* **F . I was shocked, really. Haiz. All of you blame me. Ya.. even she blames me. Only some guys understand me but samantha thinks those guys are helpin me. Gosh. God ? No.. Amituofuo.

I not blaming anybody except for the stupid me. Maybe committing too much into relationship that i cannot let it go stil for coming up to 2 months ?

From the start didn we have happy memories ? Takin neoprints.. goin to esplanade.. under the stars.. sh0ppin.. u cryin on my shoulder cuz of ur fwens probs.. onli when i start to lose patience and climb on top of u.. cant i be forgiven ?

Ok.. i understand how much ur hatred for me. sorry for everything. I never treat u good from the start, a stucked-up bf... You perhaps derserve someone better.. bigger build as u like.. some one more understanidin... someone u ll nt accuse of being naggy and over protecting...

I sucks ! I want to leave this world in fast.. liike wad janna say.. got sh0t in the head. Fast and swift. Not pain guess so..

2006-05-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

From today, the days are surely gonna be tough. Promised her not to contact her until O levels, anything after O levels than settle. Its gonna be tough, this tough. I dunno if i can take it, never been so down to a girl, first time. Lost my pride and dignity but she still does not gives in... haiz !

LIANGZHI is half-dead. Not the one you may use to know, cuz.. as u know.. ya.

I am tryin` all my best for the O levels..

[ samanthA, please if you dont understand any subj of any t0pics,beg u to go and find grp of friends and approach the teachers. You want to concentrate on O levels, so guess you wont get into r/s so fast ? Ya.. I am waiting always. You can ignore me but a fact that i cannot forget you. Goood Luck to U. ]

i tryin sth stupid ... mayb aft exams i gonna u know.. try some all the stuff.. dun worry.. its not death or wad.. some thing extraORdinary from a normal life..

thanks to derrick,ahb00n,clemENt,Justin,Jerry,iVAn,ivAnLee,chinch0Ng,zha0lUn,JANNA,clARence,daNiel and gF,mEl,jas0n,auDrey,fengWei, jeremy and others who have gav me so so much diff advises..if not.. i will not be here today. Thanks BRothERs and sistas. hahas.

do keep in contaCt, and hereby wishin luck to all ! wishin forever to the couples ! wishin speedy recovery to clement ! wishin ' her ' to come back soon ! wishin...waitin...wishin...waiting...

2006-05-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

Here to blog early this morning.

Yesterday I received the news of clement being hospitalised. I informed samanthA, and on the day itself, samanthA and her one guy and girl classmate already decided to visit clement. I cannot contact sam last night so this morning i call her again. She keeps rejecting and hanging my phone calls. If she never hangs my phone and talk properly even though she is rushing for time, would there be a need for me to keep calling her ? Ask the guy classmate, he told me samantha wanted early meeting but samantha later told me they aft the visit would go see movie. Who is telling the truth ? i am very dead. I erally don feel like living on.. i cannot find the strength to carry on.. yea.. i am not a guy.. cannt tk it lyin down.. i am a loser. i livin with no purpose.. no matter hw many ppl give me advises or whatsoever, i always entercounter new problems with samantha. this guy there guy but just not me. Yea.. just going out.. but me ? obviously avoid me.. my life at pulau ubin.. hw much i wanted to share with her.. but she is always busy..

signing off.. - liiangzHi.

2006-05-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

hi guys. juz came back from pulau ubin in e n00n. e camp was very basic, nt fun or anythin buts it serve a reminder to all campers tt preparing every thing is very impt to survive out there, and u muz do wonders wih ur food and equipments.

durin e camp, the water supply is limited. i mean clean and potable drinkin water. thus we muz preserve the water.. no doubt there is washrooms there. btw.. the tap water there is non-potable. my team consist of ivan clar. than we combine with jerry justin kok shafeeq khairin fann and mel.we butter trade our food and make wonders out of it.. it was tirin.. the midnite trekkin was damn cool. finges cannt be seen even in front of ur fingers.. imagine some more at pulau ubn. howeva got gals scare of darkness and brin along some light sticks.. so thru out there is stil sufficient light. instrcutor also taught us to look at the left and right to see the moons reflection incase torch light runs out kinda stuff.. some of many survival skills.

ok.. reach mainland at n00n.. come back. think of her.. called her. got some thins i did cuz i cannt tahan.. haiz.. dunn wanna tok bout it. i simply miss her. duin e camp.. borrowed jerry hp and listen to his mp3 songs..
so lonely.. superwoman..kiss goodbye.. sang all these ... sang all my hearts out ! haiz... kk.. sto00pin here.

ll update again soonn.

PS : god bless clement soon. dunno suddenli heard clement kana hospitalised. haiz. slack with him all these while.. go 2 day camp than hear he like tt le.. jia lat. haiz.. get well soon. wishin to slack wit u soon again. Tk cares !

2006-05-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Okay. Let me say, much things occur these few days.

Firstly, I met a farking fat asshole at jurongp0int. He is three times my size. God damn it. I saw him behind him when i went up the elevator. AFter reaching the third floor, he deliberately step my shoe. Of natural instinct, I turned behind to look who was the culprit. Than he offensively in attacking position ask me " Kan shen mer kan " .. meaning see what see. Than he asked me a Q again, " ni nai li ren "... which means i from where..stupid him Obviously he big eat small right.. Fark him lo.. i than reply him " mei you mei you sorry " ...meaning nth nth sorry. HE suppose to say sorry bt become me.. maybe i was t00 shock at tt time.. cb. Ballless him.. only eat small.

even my cousin who gt abit backgrnd say tis kinda is act beng.. real one where got so easy show out wnt.. duh ! Okays.. nvm.

Tml i am goin 4 the odac camp. i want to go mainly becuz i want to occupy myself.. if nt i have 5 free days doin nth.. worst of all think and think. haiz.. than tml mornin very stupid. teacher mrs ***** ***** said we have 2 wear uniform to the sci practical.. even th0ugh we are goin 4 e camp.. than we hav 2 brin uniform all e way 2 pulau ubin.. stupid idea. nt flexible at all. ka0z.

nvM.. than juz call my ' frwen ' .. she always seems tt cold. i tryin v hard. haiz..

SUPERWOMAN ~~! I LOVE YOU.

perhaps she realli 4gotten me.. if realli i really regret all my life.. for treatin her bad and n0t able to make up for her. S****T*A, pls take care of urself. I dun worry much but for onli one point.. to pr0tect ur own self.. i am really scare to see u bully by ur nx bf in terms of u kn0w.. haix.. GOD BLEESS YOU. plz !

i ll blog aft e camp.

Amituofuo.

2006-05-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

Time now is 1:27am. Good Morning guys !

This mid year`s F & N paper i gonna flunk.

Never touch a topic at all, never felt this funny before.

Okays, stopping here.

Wishing luck to everybody ,

and a piece of advise for all couple :

You will regret if you never cherish your loved ones.

For newly stead couples, don because of what i say than become scare.. love him/her fully.. dun regret. BUT NEVER NEGLECT YOUR STUDIES ! Don be like me, a failure, who spoilt everything by ' fan ' ing ppl. Takcare !

~Amituofuo~

2006-05-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

Keep tellin me to face up 2 reality ...

You ? You facing or usin sth as an excuse ?

Study O lvls ? Or long ago forgotten me.

Tot u specially sent me that msg,

thus treasure it alot.

But found it in other hp.

My xin goes crackin.. cracked.

Best of luck to everybody.

No mood to study F & N. Sorry Somu, that i `ve let u down.

My life sucks. Don tell me to live life to fullest.

That`s easy to say. Amituofuo.

2006-05-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

A discussion with several friends today at night while slacking, about the own experience of relationships ( r/s ) .

Q. Whats the most romantic thing u done or she done in a r/s ?
Friend 1 : the partner bake cookie for him. Cool.
Friend 2 : he chase aft a bus. Cool X 2.
Friend 3 : the partner fed him fries. Quite cool.

haiz..

unluckily.. i nv have the fate to have this kinda moments with my ex. we are on our own.

Well. gonna watch election results now. go ****** party.

[ PS : my ex saw my prev post.. and says tt i am blamin her. well.. its not. i juz sayin tt didn i gav her chances ? tts all. tryin to prove my point you see. ]

.My Life.

2006-05-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

I started out with this girl by the name ms S. She was one year older than me. Well, her class was beside me. All of a sudden, we fell in love each other on the 7th of Aug last year. The relationship last for 8 months and around 2 days.
Basically ms S was a first-timer in love r/s. I had experiences before. And this time i felt the feeling was really different so i told myself i gotta treasure her seriously.

During the first four months of the r/s, i had gave her a lot of comments to change herself because she was still behavin sort of singlehood. She only changed a little. I was quite fed up, however, I told myself that she was a first-timer....every time she do something without thinking of me than piss me off, I told myself that she was a first timer. I kept lying to myself... because i really loved her alot. AFter the fourth month, I start to lose patience. Start to quarrel small stuff everyday. She told me she would change but never.. so i start to nag.. she starts to say sorry.
Ok.. i know i am a farkin bast*** for treating her like this but i cannot help it. I know i am a over sensitive, over protective guy as she claim. But she kept it all to herself. She said she was very hurt as she already give me many chances. To correct her, i found out [ my bad points ] mostly by myself and my friends... and i told her myself that i would change. yea.. she did tell me to change.. but is like.. " please change... "....She is like without a care. Ever that happy go lucky everyday. YOu scold her, the next day she talks as if nothing had happen.
she give me chances to chng but i nv.. but didn i give her chances to chng when our r/s were 4 mths old ? Juz cuz she hurt.. she wan to give up this love. i can understand how hurtin it is.. cuz i am sufferin it now.. but no one last chance? letttin it end like normal love sad stories ?

Furthermore, she never give a hoot about anniversaries. As the saying goes, anniversaries are everyday to couples. People say guys should take the iniatiate to organise such stuff.. but girls.. once in a while if the girls do the same things... the guys certainly feel very energised... [ this is on a neutral ground ] I taught her stuff about anniversaries. Our 8 month long r/s.. she admit she last minute buy a t-shirt for me. Giving for the sake of giving ? I treasure every anniv. present she give me...and with her. I planned properly for every anniv. There was this 8 month anniv which she postponed twice for her friends outing ! What the meaning of celebrating it since i has past 2 days ? Never mind. Forget it. celebrating for this thing is not a big fuCk.

I realise all this when our r/s was 8 months old. After confessing all these mistakes i done and she ' never did '.. she broke up the next day, insisting on a long separation. So i fulfill her by asking for a break up. She said she is hurt.. am i not ? did i give her chances earlier on ? It always i am the one who fan her everyday aft brk up.. dont she miss me ?
Now, it has been one month since we were an item. Seeing her everyday in school so happily. My friends told me she may be hiding her sadness beneath her. I believe in it... but every time i contact her.. she will give me attitude problem. She even dare to say i disturb her... and all those kinda of hurting words you can think of. I scolded some vulgarities to her. Trust me.. she did it on purpose..i also admit is my fault... i have been to rash. She finally admits she is trying to deliberately piss me off, to make me forget her and concentrate on her O levels. The more she spites me, the more i cannot forget her seriously. She ignores my messages, my calls. She even call me to face up to reality and live on with my life.
The problem is, how come she can cope this so easily ? Is she hiding some sadness beneath her ? or really her feelings for me have already faded ? I trust that she still loves me. I do.
God and sons of God, please enlighten this poor chap here. Thanks.

2006-05-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

hey there,
very sad. this time i really feel different from past relationship.

And i think i really cant 4get her forever..
many ppl said time will make me forget...

but i am dead sure the feeling is really different.

reallli unique and specially..
just like i wanna spend my rest of life with her.

I can swear upon god i written on top is true..

MAny may say i am stubborn..not open minded..even her.

but this time i really trust myself.. she is the one for me.
No any time will make me forget her.. i wanna spend my life with YOU !

i post here cuz i don dare to tell her.. for fear she may get angry or frustrated.
Haiz.. the feelin is different from my past r/s... really ! i SWEAR !

Please come back to me soon. God bless.

Things have not been smooth for me.. been tryin to find thins to occupy myself..

2006-05-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

had a terrible mid night.

mum lost mahjong. find me trouble.

slapped me. lost.

bgr probs.. mid yr.. mum..

i broke a little down..

call ' her ' .. she avoided me.. she enjoyin herself at ppl bdae..

really felt like shit stArk up under the tAble. no one there..

in the middle of nite 2 am... she there enjoyin..

i at hm waitin for her.. thinkin.. i really lone and like shit.

nw she slpin.. aft a long day las nite..

me slackin.. tml midyr.. nv study. see 2nite how.

probably loweest point in life.

is that all over ?

God... dun play me like this..

God.. bless all. !

2006-04-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

why ?
why let our story end like normal love story ?
wad its too late ?
true love overcomes anythin..
even biggest obstacle.

i am changed.
we kknow each other better.
what is O lvls ? we can conquer together ?
we wont quarrel cuz we are more understandable aft tis lesson !

why let it end like some ordinary sad love story ?
why cant u give it a try again.
nv been so into love b4..
perhaps tts why i am over in everythin.

i did gav u time to chng ur minor probs..
but all these are small prob.

L.O.V.E ! over comes everythin..

i know hw bad and fuCked up last time.
i really cann0t go on with my O lvls seriously.
kept thinkin of u.
dun tell me to stop think than will be alrite.
samanthA. i rally nid u. plz..

come back to me soon.

God bless to all couples in earth with happiness.

PS : nothing is too late if you have the love, passion and heart to carry on.

I LIVED BECAUSE OF YOU.

SIGNING OFF... - liiangzHi 27/4/06 missin you. badly.

2006-04-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

Okay guys !

I am single , days ago. I have realise my mistakes, and seems that there will be nobody to suffer or be happy with me.. with only this lonely blog.

My girlfriend has decided not to be hurt so left me.. guess ll be fighting against everything with myself.. no one wld help cuz even my gf dun wan me..

mr BlOgGer.com , plz dun close down if not i am reallyy lost.

God Bless meE !

2006-04-12T09:32:00.000+08:00

To the loneliness of nights so long

The search for strength to carry on

My every hope had seemed to die

My eyes had no more tears to cry

Then like the sun shined from up above

You surrounded me with your endless love

And all things I couldn`t see

Are now so clear to me.

You str my everything

Nothing your love wont`t bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I`ve ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray in bended knee

That you will always be

MY Everything.

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

Are suddenly reality

You`ve opened up my heart to feel

THE KIND OF LOVE THAT`S TRULY REAL

A guiding light that`ll never fade

There`s not a thing in life that I would ever trade

For the love you give and wont let go

I hope you`ll always know

I have regret everythin. We are sad we are not together, sad when I disappoint you, why not use the LOVE we have and give ourself another chance... to prove my LOVE FOR YOU.

You are my EVERYthing.

2006-04-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Firstly, lets dedicate this post to the performers of GJ concert. I must say its a job well done. Special regconition : Zhaolun for the wonderful voices, samantHa for their swift and sweet dance, janna and co. for their HOT dance that rAwks thE wholE centre. Fantastic !

On another note, I dunno what my gf is doing.. probably her fwens too. cuz she delayed the 8 mth anniversay cuz of GJ concert and i ought to understand but than delay again because of a normal friend cHAlet. well.. a bit piss off but what can i do ? dun let her go and i will see her black face.

hope when some kind souls read this blog.. durin ur free time plz hlp to enlighten my gf... to know priorities. This makes me feel like our 8 mth anniversay is even less important than the chAlet.

God bless all !

sad....

2006-04-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

Very lost. perhaps first time thinking of givin flowers to my beloved. planned so much, which i had to pluck up so much courage. in the end, she rejected idea. instead go out with her old fwens. very lost me, very. its like a truck juz ran over me. she don know ..

also got a very close fwen.. ask for views on tis.. but give one or two than went offline.. leavin me with nth..

Fark IT !

hi guys !

2006-04-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

Okays, i gonna blog for this saturday because its the Golden Jubilee Gala Concert. Vistarians, please attend this concert, at least for the sake for our friends who have worked so hard, til late nights and going to school the next morning. If we do not attend, they will be wasting their time and energy. My gf and good friend lun is two of many who have worked so hard so lets look forward looking to the Gala Concert on Saturday ! Cheerios !

whHat a dAy !

2006-03-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

hi guys ! I am here to blog about the blading course, the final session which is held at East Coast.

reach school arnd 7 and line up.. set off at bout 7.30 + ... by e time i reach there was 8 am plus.. when we alight and walk into east coast.. e area where we stop to have our blades on simply suCks ! the instrcutors wasn even doing something about the attack of the Mosquitoes ! could have chng place.. ! gosh.. many suffer like hell like sinwee.. clar and one odac girl... their leg was attacked VIOLENTLY [ tk note of the words in bold....] see also pity for them.. i also have arnd 10 bites.. compared to my.. i am already very lucky. Worst still, the condition of the blades and protection wears were worst than the ones we wore in school though the one in school is also not up 2 standard. the smell is not smelly.. simply pungent. as though they were not washed for decades, i vouch for it, seriously. Nevertheless, we have no choice to don them and carry on with the activities... divided into 2 grp, the lesson gets Rollin` !

nth much actualli.. juz learn to blade.. for we all who already know how to blade.. we just learn some basic small moves.. abit disappointin though.. for i tot aft this course i cld skate more ease.. magbe e lesson was quite short.. 4 lessons ? properly teach ? only instructors did some basic move than we follow.. but stil 3 cheers for the coaches and tchers for makin this thing possible, which certainly gave me more [ or at least abit ] confidence to skate..

reach school at arnd 11am flat.. went eatin than school starts as usual. aft sch is the interesing english enrichment.... i love it ! definitely learn something.. some times i attend eng lesson can fall aslp but this benjamin tcher kept my eyes open for more than 1 1/2 hours.. fantastic !aft tt wen to mac with some fwens b4 goin hm.. jus , jer and my dear came to my hse to slACk.

Okay.. another note.. I am simply FURIOUS about my mum and i have to admit, very UNREASONABLE. Take just now for example when my gf called me to ask me about a Geo long structured Q.. i explained to her.. she came in and went out.. aft 15 mins.. she came in.. stare at me ! i have to hang up.. yea i admit i chatted for a moment.. but it was onli for a moment.. i swear ! she complains stupiddddli 2 dad.. i was like.. hello ! talk a bunch of stuff but doubt she listens . she juz said.. GiVE me UR fone ! as usual.. she always like to confiscate my stuff to controol me !

For Gods Sake, and to all children out there.. call your parents now here to see this paragraph specially dedicated to them. Here it goes...

If you want your children to respect you, you gotta respect them first. Hurling and shouting around only shows how fierce you are, but we learn nothing out of it. I seriously hope all the parents out there, use logic to reason with your children. Many may say that some child are just too naughty to reason with, but it is just a excuse. Maybe when the children is small, you can do that. But when your children has become a young adult.. you gotta treat him like one. This is a experience of my own case, as and when they unhapy about me, even though its obvious its their fault, they will confiscate my stuff. When i tried to fight for my own rights, i got accused of talking back. I am so devastated that i start to keep quiet, just like the actor in I not stupid 2. No point talkin to my mum... seriously. So, i really hope some thing will really enlighten my mum as soon as possible.... God BLess !

2006-03-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

Sad Days

Today is the end of my 2 days marathon without sleeping, maybe with 1 or 2 hours of sleep when I fall asleep.

Firstly, just two days back i attended my gf`s friend birthday chalet. of course i was damn cold over there at first but managed to get ' into ' their style of life.. we joke about everything and anything under the sun. but somethings like quarrels often occur throughout the chalet. my gf doesn seem to understand me, making jokes at wrong time and not making jokes at the right time. Dear, it hurts me deeply.. You think i complain everyday but that is really how i feel.

than we ton til morning than me and gf and clement soonhwa take cab to school to take exam.. god first time ton a chalet than take a exam directly ... kinda cool... eyelids were so heavy... aft the exam we planned for a wild wild wet trip. imagine 2 days without slp, quarrelin with gf, and even quarrel with my friend mr J. Mr J said that he was disappointed in me as i ton overnight and cannot play him play pool... and juz a note to take.. the pool was juz decided.. i ps my gf for Mr J but at the end of day when i cannot pei him to play pool.. he claim he was disappointed... I regreted ps-ing my gf for him when he doesn seems to appreciate...

peer prob.. gf probs.. O lvls.. i feel like i am gonna collapse anytime.. i hope to have a real tough fwen and my more-sensitive gf. if not.. i am dyin.. seriously.

I have to say sorri to my gf though i have been not fair to her tt when i am in bad temper ... i will do tt thin to her.. thats my consequence of impatient.. when she doesn seem to interested in my taslkin... GOD BLESS ME !

2006-03-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

A Bad Day, by my close friend.

Will not blog. It was a bad day. In conclusion, I was trying to help two friends from quarrel but i got into the quarrel myself. In the morning, I was also bothered by some stuff..basically being ps without being noticed. Bad day... See you guys tomorrow. Stress !

2006-03-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today is another normal day, maybe worst.

Good evening guys! Today is the first day of school, I was so tired and my eyes are so heavy when I woke up this morning. I slept at 2am last night, thats speaks why I am so tired. Dragged myself to the toilet and wash up and as usual, reach school at around 7am. When I reached the school and saw zhaolun, I let the news of Chelsea losing to a club... FULHAM. Oh my ! His reactions was like " huh ?! ". LOLS. Than after that school starts.
First period was English. It was quite relaxed as we were reading our StraitsTime. After english is E maths. We learnt some new stuff today like Vectors. After that it was RECESS! Ate noodles and a slice of sucking honeydew..not fresh at all, of course with my girlfriend`s company! *hurrays!* History was the next period after recess.. it was quite interesting to know and learn more about how the Japanese were defeated.... Geo was next..follow by Chinese.. we got back our chinese test papers back and i just managed to get a small pass..27 over 50. Terrible.. gotta work hard ! Next is the ' free ' period.. the wonderful CDP. hahas. After that is the assembly.. I can tell you.. this teacher Mr M talks very' fast ' and thus make his speech very ' interesting ' . Well.. comments ? haahs !
Than after school went to have lunch at KFC with my dear, justin, jerry and clar. After eating jerry gone and my gf have to go home to take her dancing clothes before returning to school again. Thus jus and clar went to my house and did some WORk. *ahem* okays.. than around 6 plus we went down to plaza KOUFU and have our dinner.. before going to KFC to STUDY. ahem again. okokays... hahas ! clar went home after a while , and jus and me continue chatting aimlessly but meaningfully. -_- '

Now waiting for my dearrr to call me.. miss her so much ! Take cares viewers and friends ! GOD bless all !

2006-03-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

Today i woke up arnd 10 plus, hurried by parents to bathe cuz hurrying off to eat the famous pork rib noodles arnd the little india area.. e food i eat from small.. simple delicious!
However, my gf have to reach toa payoh, her dancin place before 12. I sms her that i wld bring her there some day but e response was not gd. lost contact with her from 12 until only just now 8pm.. full solid 8 hrs.. kinda lonely. she was performin at e botanical gardens... with the kelly poon starring too! Cool !
Than aft eatin my breakfast-lunch, we went to my popo hse at jurong east... so borin over there.. as usual.. my cousins, brothers and adults play mahjong lo.. me and my small cousins c tv.. slcack void deck buy mac eat.... than also eat dinner there b4 goin hm..
Sianz.. tml sch open lo.. O lvls.. here it comes again.. Than, b4 tt also had a misunderstandin with a fwen of my.. but its settled. this hol week quite a no. of thins happen la... now everything is as peaceful as ever.

To my beloved saM, don tire yourself up. tk cares okay ?
To my dear fwen who is currently havin a small disagreement [ sw and zc ] .. pls cool down.. fwenships are impt.. dun any end it when small thins happen ! tk care too !

Bye. and GOD bless all !

2006-03-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up arnd 10 plus, hurried by parents to bathe cuz hurrying off to eat the famous pork rib noodles arnd the little india area.. e food i eat from small.. simple delicious!
However, my gf have to reach toa payoh, her dancin place before 12. I sms her that i wld bring her there some day but e response was not gd. lost contact with her from 12 until only just now 8pm.. full solid 8 hrs.. kinda lonely. she was performin at e botanical gardens... with the kelly poon starring too! Cool !
Than aft eatin my breakfast-lunch, we went to my popo hse at jurong east... so borin over there.. as usual.. my cousins, brothers and adults play mahjong lo.. me and my small cousins c tv.. slcack void deck buy mac eat.... than also eat dinner there b4 goin hm..
Sianz.. tml sch open lo.. O lvls.. here it comes again.. Than, b4 tt also had a misunderstandin with a fwen of my.. but its settled. my gf was also kinda ' involved ' in sth that i had to hlp her solve.. now everything is as peaceful as ever.

To my beloved saM, don tire yourself up. tk cares okay ?
To my dear fwen who is currently havin a small disagreement [ sw and zc ] .. pls cool down.. fwenships are impt.. dun any end it when small thins happen ! tk care too !

Bye. and GOD bless all !

fUn yestErdAy !

2006-03-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

ok! I am here to post again. From today onwards, only gt events than i ll dedicate a post to it.

Yesterday

yesterday was a fun yet borin at the end.

firstly, all of us met at 2pm...tk note the time.. but eventuallt we waited near for half an hour for several fwens.. than we set off tkin bus 87. haiz.. than tk 87 to cheewei hse area chng to bus 55. reach east coast arnd 3.30pm plus? walk into the pit B6.. gosh.. a 15 min walk perhaps.

Aft reachin the pit.. e skater intructors were already there. eventually some of the fwens went bladin..and e rest settled down.. until when e bbq started.. all the old boys.. one of them happen to be fannying brother OCCUPIED the bbq area. though we can go in to bbq what we want.. but e feelin was uneasy. guess everybody felt abit same cuz they eventually WENT HOME SO EARLY. well.. i dunno.. but kenneth did approach us to tell us go bbq together..than left close fwen of my stayin are jer, jus, my gf sam, clar, ivan and co. e rest of them went hm.. think they muz be pretty disappointed. but lata into e night... the big boys took a rest.. thus we slowli bbq our food.. i bbq satay.. and think my skills to bbq satay is quite gd.. cuz i bbq for a few than they did praise that e satay are delicious..hahas ! though e big boys came back aft restin.. we did bbq 2gether... tts e time at least i know we gt some respect dw there.... we joke together.... gd.

than my gf and i and xingyuan..and jasontan left at 12 ba..b4 we left.. jerry gt his gf to came dw... than they muz be b very happy.. so romantic..aft tt we all share a cab... reach hm was already dead beat... tok to gf awhile than fall to slp lo.. hahas. though we nv eat alot but i have to say.. sort of gd ba.. to have this kinda of gatherin once in a long time... god bless. cya.

liangzhi.

L ` O ` S ` T

2006-03-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

i am so lost. so so lost. I know that now no people actually come to visit my blog. Thats a good thing also, so i really want to spit out.

er together for close to 7 mths.. but often quarrels occur.

i read this on a msn webpage, perhaps i could share with myself at this link :
http://lifestyle.msn.com/Relationships/CouplesandMarriage/ArticleTKT.aspx?cp-documentid=268552&GT1=7909 .

i am that sad.. but she doesn seems to know. well. GOd bleesss me.

[ Latest Update ]

me and my gf is PERFECT NOW ! YEAH ! GOD BLESS !

VALENTINES DAY !

2006-02-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yoz !

I am here to blog about my first Valentines I spend with my girlfriend, and i am so truly madly deeply in love with her.

On Valentines day which is yesterday, there is school as usual [ of course. ] and I got a true shockin` scenario in the canteen. Derrick, a friend of my, came with a bouquet of lovely cute flowers with bears on top and a sweet little tiny box of chocolates for her GAL rachel. Obviously there were some wolf calls and make the couple so OUTSTANDING ! Cool...really admire derrick for his bravery ! I will learnt from it ya ? hahas.

Ok.. the real programme starts after school when my dear went home to change clothes before coming to my house with her present to me. I wore a long black shirt which i think has ' class '. We set off to Marina Square. We went to the MakanSutra, located next to Esplanade. By the time we reached there, it was around 7pm and the night start to falls. It is a opened food hawker, by the riverside... and the wind breeze.. it is really cool . After eating, we went to stroll along the riverside ...and basically the whole stretch of ' seawalls ' where people can sit on top are filled with couples. But indeed a very romantic night there. Just before we left, there was a commotion and we walked over to check it out. It was a live band playing music that people dedicate and my favourite song was played.. it was " Love me "...i forgot who the artiste is though... Next we went to Marina Square mall to shop.. because of time constraint, we leave at nine. Than i went home after sending her home. It is really an unforgettable night ! I love you darling !

Here is a song dedicated to you below :

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah

I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of the highest powers In lonely hours
The tears devour you .

I LOVE YOU !

I am here to blog about my MUM.

2006-02-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Heys guys ! It has been time since I blogged here. Today I blog for a simple reason, I really need GOD to enlighten my mum, maybe in her dreams.

Last time, I always accused her of being ridiculous. But let me tell ya, its damn true. Let me tell you why. If a Mother really wants to teach her children, she would talk reasons, and enlighten her child. No matter what, convincing her children will really change the mentality of the child. My mum is really one who totally opposite. She take things that are really essential in my life like Handphone, and even the SCV subscription to threatened me. Firstly, the SCV is a reward I got when I got good results in Secondary 3. But as and when she like it, she will threaten to cancel if i bla bla bla.. normally when i talk back.. i always try to reason with her but when she loses, she will accused me of talking back. She even said she never threatens me, isnt that threaten ? she say its her rights of taking back stuff.. but dun ya forget its my stuff since its MY reward. where is our rights? basic rights even as a minor ?

This year ODAC offers the most interesting activitvies lined up by our teacher and dear fellow members of ODAC. And the most looking-forward to is the SCUBA-DIVING ! What is your first reaction when you heard Scuba-Diving ? Not everyone is as fortunate to scuba-dive..firstly because it is damn expensive and this time, we need not pay at all.. all by edusave. We have strict lessons and exams to pass before diving into Tioman waters. Since last year when we got our first trial of diving, my biggest aim is to dive in real OPEN waters, of course with all safety gadgets..and LESSONS. But one word from my GOOD mum " NO " , all my dreams have shattered. She even said no room for negotiation, i alreadly lost all my interest in other acitivites planned by ODAC. I am this time, really disappointed in my mum. Everybody says every Mum is the same, but why cant my mum fulfill one of my biggest aim in life ? I would REGRET dearly if i really missed this chance of diving, with all my CLOSEST friends, lun, jerry, justin, clarence and so on..Hais !
Normally if my mum objects, i lan lan but this is SCUBA DIVING. HEllo ?! I really prayed hard that GOD will come to her dreams and ENLIGHTEN her as soon as possible...she said diving is dangerous..but Outdoor Club members explore all the dangerous and fun place on earth.. if not why was the club given this name ? If everybody fears danger, there wont be things discovered. What exactly was my mum thinking ?! I starting to have hatred filled on her..

GOD BLESS ALL ! good bye .

liangzhi.

2006-01-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

You claimed I didn give you enuff freedom.. but do you know what freedom exactly means ? Did you stand at my view of point than look at the different scenarios ? And who says guys cant drop tears... we are all human with mood and feelings..

After this, i am gonna give you lots of freedom..perhaps more than ever you can imagine...i am trying.. trying. I dunno when i can really be ur mr. PERFECT. and sometimes i ......nvm.

i will survive. God Bless All ! hope you one day really can realise what i am exacty tryin to say. To all readers, this is for ur viewing..but don go arnd spreading shit arnd de school.. I trust you guys...thats y i confide alot in this blog. Thanks. and good bye.

2006-01-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

Heys ! Sorry . My computer is down again. Now ok but may not use again tomorrow. My computer is mad. so i cannot tag so often ? Sorry !

2005-12-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

Warning for all couples in love! Never take things for granted, in any ways. Love is a 2 way traffic.

Recently, i been feeling down. I been trying to occupied myself with stuffs like going out with friends. Often have small disputes with dearie. busy so ? doesn seem to appreciate what ppl do... ppl scold u listen. but left ear in right ear out. takin thins like caring after u for granted. u think its not..bt i tellin u.. ppl feel very dw everi time not able to see you..and small arguments durin e nite. free time u rather slp.. free time u nv ask me go some place.. tml u whole day free until 5pm.. waitin 4 u to call me.. but dun think u would...i am owaes e ' organiser ' .. some times ppl love affection to be shown.. i am one of them i had to admit. went to celebrate clar bdae. and jie if u are readin my blog.. u can c e content and urs is totally diff.. right ? GOD bless myself . and all.

2005-12-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

Everything seems so alright from far.

I lying alone
with my head on the phone.
Thinking of you til it hurts,
I know you hurt too
but what else could we do ?
Tormented and torn apart.

I wish i could carry
your smiles in my heart,
for times when my life seem so low
you could make me believe
what tomorrow could be
if today doesn really know, doesn really know .

I want you to come back,
and carry me home
away from these long lonely night,
I reaching for you,
Are you feeling it too
does the feeling feel O so right.

Courtesy of Air Supply Lyrics.

hi .

2005-12-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Ok guys ! Sorrie i had not been updating this blog, perhaps i am a bit busy these weeks, especially Christmas and taking results.

I pass my N level with a satisfactory result of 6 points [ satisfied in my case ] . I did not have regrets though i feel sad for my geography, expecting a A but got a B3. Even my teacher was shock. Oh well.

Than this year christmas is the best so far in my life cuz i spent it with my loved one, the only one. Last Christmases , i owaes spent with my relatives ... tis yr is totally new, fresh,fun and i love it very much. i luv my dear very very much...hais. though she really nv spent alot of hols days with me... wad dancin la.. bla bla bla. and feel lonely many times..but she just got sth on.

dear..i nid ..realli nid u. i wont say tis kinda of stuff for nth. NvM. Good Night. and til now..i am liangzhi.

signing off... - liangzhi -

FARK UP !

2005-12-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ok..guys.

I got no mood to talk today.

Sorry.

Damn pissed off....i am missing you.

Doing whatever to see you.

yet ....

nvm.

From here, i want to wish jerry happy bon vovage.

Another day of missing my dear.

2005-12-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Alright, my girlfriend just returned from msia yesterday. So from Monday until today, I have not met her and not talk long, of course excluding sms-es. Today, she report to her hui guan early in the morning and begin her dancing ' camp ' . The only day i can see her is on the 19th, when all N lvl students take the results. After that, she continue her camp. She also said her Christmas may not be able to spend it with me. Alright, I am missing her badly, real bad. Dear, I would support your dance performance on the january of 2006. I am always behind you, never give up okay ? I LUV YA !

Enough..so today was a boring day too. I woke up and watch NBA. Than I meet up with Jeremy and Jason at heartland mall. Jeremy wanted to buy something. AFter that jason meet up with his cheewei and BAND FRIENDs....leavin me and jeremy to nothing..in the end. i end up at jeremy house playing PS 2. After that my parents bring me to eat dinner and boosh ! now i am at home .... hheees ! Now watchin survivor series REUNION . COOL ! Ok.. see ya guys tml !

signing off.... - liangzhi -

2nd day of missing my girlfrieNd !

2005-12-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

Ok. Today is the second day of not meeting my girlfriend nor talking to her. Hais.. miss her alot. sad that i cant even talk to her..though she is enjoyin herself at msia. oh well.

Than last nite suddenli fannying call all nottie 8 members to wild wild wet tml. So time to meet up is 9am at compass pt. The people going are yingying, fannying, yantong, jiayi, justin and me. Jerry didn turn up, i dunno why. Clar i think haven come back from overseas ba. FAnn and jiayi was late ! than we eat mac at cp b4 setting off... We reached there arnd 11 ? or 12 plus ? I took them to e lockers ..bla bla bla. than we play lo. We started off with the Samsung slide phone. On the 2nd attempt.. i hit my back. WHoosh ! Until now it stil hurts. The lifeguard even ask me if i was alright...hais. *ouch* We played till 6 sth ....wash up and go hm lo. e gals stay there to eat KFC while me and justin go hm. he went back to my hse to watch soccer. bt big mistake. e soccer is tml.. damn him.. c wrong..he claim wad newspaper print wrong la.. hahas. nvm.. than go plaza eat lor.. go mac and slack. nw reach hm... si bei sianz...

missin my dear... she comform enjoyin want.. wonder if she got think of me anot.. i hope so ba hor dear ?? hais.. LURVE HER FOREVER ! byes.

signing off..... - liangzhi -

1st day of lone-ly.

2005-12-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

Alright guys ! Good news for my dear but not good for me.

Today early morning my dear sam is going to Msia with her parents and grandma. She will return on thursday. When she returned, she have to report to school immediately for her band camp in school which only ends on 7/1/06. Of course, no lessons on Christmas Day. So, its like i am unable to see or talk to her for this, this long. The only day when we can see each other is on 19th of Dec which is the day we take our results. This is sad, tell me how am i gonna survive this....this thing ! Hais... This is the first day only yet I missed her like hell.. Oh my !

Ok , lets talk about today. Today wake up early at 7am to sms my deAr awhile before she set off to Msia. Than i went back to slp until 11am. Woke up, see some TV than eat my lunch alone at Rivervale Plaza. After that I meet up with Jason together with jeremy to hanwen`s house. Jeremy and me bough a light ash brown dye. Ya, hanwen help us to highlight the hair. Cool ! hahas!

In the meanwhile, Justin sms me arnd in the noon and told me to play pool with him with ying and tong. Thus I called my parents, telling them I will be eating dinner on my own. Next, Justin smsed me and told me that the pool is FARKING cancelled. Take note, its a last minute thing. I hack care it, dun wanna think anymore. Just sat on aeroplane, well thanks to him. Though he apologise, but so what ? the ' promise ' is sort of unfulfilled. Argh !

Whatever it is, jason jeremy and me went to RP mac to slack. Until 7pm than my parents eat with me, the 2 of them went home after that lo. Now bloggin cuz i miss my dear SAMANTHA too much, way too much. I hope she misses me too ! LURVE YA ALWAYS !

signing off... - liangzhi -

A Good Day !

2005-12-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today morning I woke up at 0900. Than after that I suppose to bring my gf to snow city to experience Christmas but she said she got a bad vibe thus we cancelled the trip. Instead we decided to go to Bugis to catch a movie. She came to my house at around1230 plus [ i forget the time ] .... i took a bathe than we took bus 80 to bUgis lo. Upon reachin there, its around 3. Bough a 3:20pm ticket, the aeonFLUX . Quite action-packed movie. 3/5 ratings ba , share nachos. Cool ! Long time never had such a wonderful day already. I gonna miss my dear very much cuz after today which is sunday tomorrow, she spending the day with her family. On monday she will leave for msia til wednesday. After she reach spore on wed, she have to report for camp all the way until Christmas. This means i cannot see or contact her for these long..long days. I am worrying, on how to spend the days with her by my side..Sad.... But dear, do tk really care as your camp is so long..pls i beg u drink more water...dun get hydrated okay ?! Enuff.. tk cares and gd luck to everyone. about8 more days to gettin N lvls results.. whoosh cool ! byes.. cya agAin ! I LOVE YOU DEAR !

signing off... - liangzhi -

GoOd 3 dAys !

2005-12-07T16:20:00.000+08:00

Ok.. today is the third day of the chalet.

On the first day on chalet, it was a bit bored as not much people was there on the first day. I meet my deAr samaNthA and feNg to go to the Costa Sands Pasir Ris. We took 89 and drop down at downtown east. Than we meet up with the guys [ shili,dap,derr,clement,ivan,chinchong , did i miss out any guys? If yes paiseh...too many ppl liao.. ] there to eat our dinner before we walk back to the chalet. By the time we eat finish, it was night time. If i am not wrong, we went to the arcade i think ? AFter that we went back to the chalet to put our bags into the room. Than i think we sat the room to watch show. the tong xing yuan follow by the wu chu cai hong. By the way, the guys were preparing a " surprise " for gabriel. Hahas ! Those guys [ soonhwa the accomplice, chinchong the Ghost , rest of us helpers ] trying to lure gab into the room , ivan and kenneth were talkiin about ghost stories... than all of a sudden chinchong came out frm cupboard. That time the room was not lited at all.. than that thing happen i thing shock the hell out of gab but he deny being shock ? hahas.. who knows ?! * ooopsy*

On the second day of the chalet, the morning we guys [ clement, derrick, chinchong, soonhwa, me, gab and jicai ] went to wild wild wet. I really enjoyed the things there though later on something not nice happened. On the 2nd night, we had BBQ. The chalet was crowded with many friends sia..I just state a few of the many....[ lun, vince, ping, felicia and co., zicai ] Though i find the food is abit less as many never ate but I tried very hard to 'peng' for them. I " peng " the satay.. hahas! my deAr was BBQ-ing chicken wings later. Baohui were also helping out.
But i really enjoyed the BBQ as i long time never had it liao..Thanks to SHili for orgaNising this whole thingly. Ok than after BBQ people start to leav and slowly only the same number of us remains. AFter that we went to bathe..the girls too.. [ shili, dap and my dear ] Came back than we went out to downtown again.. to buy beers... Than something unhappy again..I do not wan to think of the sad moments again. I really hope all of them understand me that time.. Haix. After that ok le.. but another thing happen. Not BGR but other stuff than we play poker and slack lo.. went to took a short nap arnd 2am or 3am plus ? some sleep and some stayed up. I was quite tired as i didn sleep for 2 days..though many also like that.. hahas ! Than my dear weird.. say wad slp than lata call me .. but in e end i also wake up myself.. than went dwstairs see abit soccer with derr ivan jicai and kenneth i think. See a while til half time they i think dunno go where than we close tv and go slp.. dear and me dwstairs using a mattress. dap beside.. But in the end we woke up and slp, woke up and slp.. arnd 5 pplus my dear play her hp til 7 when i wake up.. i was like...What the ?! she shld call me to pei her but she play hp ... dunno do wad la.. i also not sure.. haix.. than mornin 7 plus we go pasir ris park walk walk... talk abit before we go back hm earlier cuz my dear HAD to. Sorry to the guys as we cannot hlp out on clearin e stuff bt least note i and dear got clear the tables in the livin area... Ok nw bloggin. dear slpin . me oso si bei tired... tk care guys ! Haave a nice day !

I getting eNuff `

2005-12-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

Ok guys !

I got no mood to blog today, but my mum ' inspires ' me.

Today alot of things happened, all due to my mum`s stubborness and ridiculous-ness.

Now adays my mum keep using stuffs like threatening to cancel my SCV, my handphone and so on and so forth. I mean, the SCV is a reward because of my good results. Now they can cancel when as they like. Oh my ! Than whatVever my mum says, she will complete it with a " or else i bla bla bla ". I mean if you talk theory with me, i can take that but why use the underhand method. She knows i am financial dependant on her so she keeps dwelling on " if not u pay me back all the hp money which cost arnd 200 bucks. " Simply ridiulous. I hope she will wake up of her stubborness. Her way of teaching is going wrong. Oh my, lucky i know what i am doing. oK. tkcares ! cya tml !

signing off... - liangzhi -

! Good day !

2005-12-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Ok good evenin guys !

today i woke up late ! arnd 1030 am.. cool . [ to some ppl its earli.. i know tt.. :p ] than watch SCV the StarSports.. got NBA .. watch until 12 plus.. tAlk to deArie for a while.. than watch tv go msN.. bla bla bla.. until 1 sth than call jerry about e job thingly.. hAix..all of them workin..... nth to say... than aft tt call jason, ask him go out.. than he say he goin out with guan, jeremy, ping lo.. so i follow along. we met 2:30pm at compass. I was e first one to reacch.. and i waited till 2:45pm before ping appears.. oh my.. all late ! argh ! but in e midst of waitin, saw shili,dap,ivan,jicai,derr,gab and chee. than clement. they all meet to buy the chAlet stUff.. ya than continue waitin until 3 plus b4 all arives xcept for the usual-late guan. we went ahead to eat our lunch 1st.. yupps ! have a satisfactory lunch.. hehes ! than finally 4 than we 2gether with guan leave compass..oh my! tt late.. can u believe it ? lols. than we went to PS.. went to sevral shops like S & K ... U2... quite nice clothes.. but i savin up money for sth.. hehe ! cannot tell...
aft tt ping wan go mac buy drink than saw tong, jiayi and xiaomin workin.. greeted them than leave.. leave to park lane to play pool. Its nice..so cool . one hour for 6 dollars. we 5 person go.. in the end about 10 bucks ba..cool ! than we went to eat chicken rice.. though e chicken rice shop was low standard and expensive..kind of ba.. every where we go we laugh at the even smallest thing we see.. haha! of cuz i miss my deArie thrU out.. wheneva i c couples walk past me.. i tink of my deAr.. she cannot come out today cuz her mum dun allow.. well ! than nw return hm but rest of them took MRT to bugis to shop . hahas ! i came back earli.. ya.. scare i spent even more money..dots ! okok .. tts all ! Err.. cheer up guys ! I love you dear ! muakcz !!!!!

signing off... - lianghzhi -

very nice song by Air supply !

2005-12-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Based on my memory of the song without looking at the script....

I`m lying alone.

With my head on the fone,

thinking of you til it hurts.

I know U hurt too,

but what else could we do

tormented and torn apart.

I wish i could carry ur smiles in my heart,

from times when my life seem so low.

You could make me believe

what tml could bring,

when today doesn really know.

doesn really know....

I`m *********

I so lost without you,

i know you will right,

believeing me for so long

I`m *******

what am I without u...

i cant be too late..to say that i am so wrong....

I want you to comme back..

and carry me home..

away from these long lonely night..

I reaching for u..

are U FEELING IT TOO...

does e feeling seem all so right..

And what wld u say..

if i call on u know....

say tt I CANT HOLD ON..

there no easy way

it gets harder each day...

pls luve me or i be gone...

i be gone.....

the LONELY me today.

2005-11-30T13:25:00.000+08:00

Noon guys ! i decided to blog early cuz tis evenin i am workin..

Ok..tis morning woke up arnd 9 plus.. than so accurate my dear call my hm.. whoosh.. miracle..but she juz tell me her hp is confis. which means i cannt contact her for a whole day 2dae...only she can call mi.. dots. than fine..she said aft she wake up she ll call me.. however until 12 plus..i cannt tolerate le..call her but she told me she stil zzz ... oh my.. good sleeper huh..yes she wld keep her promise to call me..but it is owaes late...than i am owaes facin 4 walls every time.....than once againn only juz nw call her she say she eAtin.. weird.. she said wake up call me..nw call her she eatin.. so i was like alone frm mornin til nw.. and i had to bring tis attitude and mood to work lata on..facin more farkin superiors.. Oh my ! a bad day indeed. In fact, today i not suppose to work , some more at nyte i had already book a appointment to buy a 3230 hp.. nw i had to delay it cuz my fwen runnin a high fever and i had to replace him.. so today really nt my day.. sadx enUff.. nw waitin 4 my deArie who seems to be occupied all e time to call me.. bye again ! cya tMl .

happy day but not good after that.

2005-11-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Ok..lets start.

Tis mornin dear came 2 my hse to meEt mi..den aft tt we left for PS... we gonna watch Harry Potter and the goblet of fire. [ did i spelt correctly ? ] reach PS le than saw jasonang with 3 gals..tt jason so farkin dao.. deliberately dun c us..dots..though we tok lata on.. aft tt we bough 2 bottles of mineral watter and a popcorn for 8 bucks plus..so ex.. aiyo..

e movie was alrite... though i nv watch other episodes of potter thins bt tis movie was quite interestiN... lol. do catch it.. than aft movie my dear samanthA had to rush to meEt her parents.... sad though.. along e way in e MRT sth unhappy happen.. but resolved aftt tt... than i had to rush hm to chng clothes for e prefects farewell party....

reach e sch than aft s short speech by e current head prefect... it is eating time. aTE a little bit..talk while took 2 , 3 photos b4 goin hm. den suddenli dear msg me tellin me she chng fone le.... all my fwens ask me to go boWlin yet i rejected them cuz i wanted to go hm and pei my dear..

but sad enUff.. she told me hp nids to be chrg and shouldn be able 2 tok 2 mi 2nite...hAix.. den juz nw she sms me tellin me to msg..cannt tok..bla bla bla..alrite..than sms her more than 3 times, she oso nv reply me. I am so freakin...haix. some more nw at nyte...raiinin so coldy..facin it alone.. hais............. bye .

Not a nice dAy !

2005-11-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ! Ok..First of all, as you people have notice that I have just change my blog skins. Hope you would like it ? HAHA !

Eh..today morning wake up le do nothing. So call deAr and chat. We chat quite long until 2 sth ba...than i bathe and went out with my mum, dad. My deAr also went preparing to go for her dance lessons. Than dad bring me to his factory do some stuff before going to Jurong Point to look at the handphone offers. I wants to change a new camera flip phone. Guys , if you have any suggestions or good lobangs please tag for me to know. *grins* We couldnt decide at that point and decided to go to Compasspoint. Just as my dad drives out the building of Jurong Point, I was heavily scolded by him for no apparent reason. I was thinking of something than suddenly my dad say what i talk back so loud la..bla bla bla..I say " huh ? What is happening ". Than my always-unreasonable dad continues to kaopei kaobu..keep saying what cancel off my SCV subscription la...confiscate handphone la..bla bla bla...I was like.. WHAT the FCUK i do to offend this " MAN " ...he even say if wan to play guai lan with him he will just slap me or wadsoever... The worst was yet to come...when my mum add in all the past " crimes " .... i was wonderin..it was none of her business..yet she had to add oil into fire.. whoosh ! I just shut up...cuz they are really unreasonable. Let me tell you why..if you talk reasons with them, they say you talk back. Adults always want face..if you make them " lose " , they will say you have no respect for elders...... does it sounds familiar to you guys ? hAix.. Nvtheless... I wont let this freak spoilt my day. I think my mum felt guilty later on as she blaff my dad to compass point to buy sth but she actually took me to the hp shop .. *hehes* ii win ! bleahx ..... Well now i just reach home lo.. just nw my deAr dance break than msg me..i so touched. I miss her very much ! haix...than only just now...my gd fwen sms me say e auntie ask me stil wan to work anot... I was freakin mad. ! Did i ever say i wanted to quit e job ? Is just tt these few days i sort of busy..kaoz.. Some close fwens seems to not understand me these days..claimin tt i keep pickin dates la... look justin..if i really pick dates..i wld of cuz ask u guys ryte... u dun understand me and keep sayin i keep choosin date...disappointed ! .... okok.. 2nite 12 am is West Ham VS ManUtd..of cuz i ll be watchin...while waitin for my deArs return lo...okok..today a tiring day ! tk care.... PEACE OUT !

signing off... - liangzhi -

Dedicated to George Best.

2005-11-25T12:42:00.000+08:00

It is with extreme sadness that we learned of George Best's tragic death. He was 59.

The Belfast-born genius was without a shadow of doubt one of the greatest footballers the world has ever seen and in the opinion of many he truly was... the best.

He was special in the world of football. He was destined to become the first genuine pop idol footballer, but his glittering career in the beautiful game almost didn't happen.

[ Courtesy from ManUtd.com ]

wOnderFul dAy !

2005-11-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Alright, I have not been blogging because nothing big happened for me to blog. However today, is our Graduation High Tea Ceremony. Of course, I would dedicate this post to this event.

Today I met with a big group of friends including Vince, Clar, Jason, Fengwei, Ahgan, Derrick, Clement, Chinchong, Gabriel, Chuxiang, Matthew, Hanwen, Jeremy, Jicai and Ivan. Hope I did not miss out anybody. We met at Compasspoint before we leave for the Furama Hotel. I heard its a three-star hotel, or even worse a two-star one. When we reach there, it turned out to be as ' beautiful ' as expected. Reach there, than we go around the foyer chatting with friends before going into the so-called " Grand Ballroom " . Laugh out loud indeed ! The service..haha.. the 2-3 star hotel really speak for itself. One boy waiter even walk 3-8-6 style...kaoz..bengz.. ! Around 2 plus the VIP arrives, than my deAr samaNthA follow bEhiNd. I was really glad she finally came..Oh my..so so late. When she arrives, the give me a fainting smile, and it melts my heart. She looks really natural and heavenly. But it ends abruptly as she went to sit with her friends instead when I actually practically reserved a seat for her. Yeah she did told me she didn want to be the only girl in the table but bo bian lo. Than I was like, " What the Fish " . Everybody prompted me, why didn my gal sat with me ? Can you imagine how I felt..I feel like burrowing a hole and hide inside it. Well, the show stil goes on. The principal, followed by the Guest-of-honour gave their inspiring speech. I was really feeling down that time. Well, enough of my woes. After that some kind souls I think told SamantHa to sit with me, well she did after that. I was a bit please but nonetheless, still abit down because of what happened earlier on. AFter that the show goes on...the so-called buffet spread..whoosh.. a whooping buffet consisting of small puffs and beehoon. Well, disappointed ya ? Take note its high tea and not lunch but still it is really ridiculous..to offer 2 type of food..though in a variety of patterns, So what?

However, I really enjoyed that, seeing all my good friends in the smartest and prettiest suit ever..cool ! After the ceremony, we took photos again before going to PS. Some of them went to NorthVista Choir Concert. We ate at PS than went window shopping before arriving home. Ya, I even took photos with my dEArest deAr. haha! Since that moment when my deAR was by my side, I really felt great-ness ! Cool ! I do not know how to live without my deAR. U may say I am so committed, but when you are in a relationship, I think you will be in the same shoe. mUahAhA ! I love ya always ! Take care guys ! Some of us may not go on to sec 5 but some may be able..but do stay in cONTACT ! PEACE OUT !

sigNing off... - liangzhi -

2005-11-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

today lotsa thins happen.

Durin receSs, something not good to me happened. I dun wish to raise up sad things as i will only be more sad. Now that i am bloggin i oso feel a bit down. Now is 8 plus and actually my dear says around tis time can talk de.. but she playing MAPLE . Haix..den 9pm watch sh0w...10 o clock i wanna slp early..wtF..no time to talk..last tym is dance lesson tk away time with her..nw is maple..though she did spend some days with me aft sch..dots..hAix !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the number of exclaimation marks represents my level of frustration. juz nw called her, thouh she say can talk but she nt really payin attention to wad i sayin..sadx indeed...

f0rget it ... today sch was a sad one..i need not say out but people who is close to me maybe knows...ok than aft sch dear and me and alot of ppl go plaza eAt kFc..aft tt dear went to my hse slAck..until 4 sth than go vince hse...wen about to go hm, the sky was very dark. juz as we were walkin 2 e bus stop..e rAin got reAl ****ing hard..its my first time that i witness such things in front of me with my deAr .. the lightning were very close to us..the rain and wind was super strong...all the shEltered walk ways are of no help....my deAr umbrella spoilt cuz of e wind..u can imAgine how strong is it..lyk other countries some times their typhoon..really...not exxergerating..than my deAR was very scared but i sort of shield her and we went back to vince hse for shelter..chng clothes b4 she went hm agaIn.. hAix..i gonna try calliN my deAr again..wonder if she has free time for me.... :( bye.

signin off... - liangzhi -

2005-11-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

hi guys !

Yesterday was my first day of work as a waiter at Carlton Hotel, a 4-star hotel. Jerry, Gary, Gary`s mum and me went to work yesterday evening. We reached the hotel and check in. We took a quick lunch before we started work. Our work that day was to get ready for the wedding that night. It was a whooping ten-course dinner..Oh my ! And i tell you, I never once sat down. We were really busy because the guest comes in and the timing is superb irregular. One comes in, 5 minutes later the whole group comes in... whoosh ! Real test for the waiters, whats more I am a newbie at this. However, with the help of my girl partner and guy partner, I managed to at least know the basics of the hotel and dos and dons to a guest. I served drinks, top up drinks, clear plates for them and even serving food. The only one thing I not yet really tried is holding the super big Oval Tray. It is the size of 7-8 soccers balls arranged in square shape, plus all the heavy glass plates and utensils. Yet a small sized girl just hold that up and smoothes away..perhaps she is a experienced worker. I have to give her credit for that. Thats not easy at all.

Today I also went to work. Reporting at 10 am at the hotel, we set up for a seminar. It was the Christians mass, including buffet. This time the job is easier as we only clear the plates once they stand up to choose other food. Occasionally I will top up drinks. Of course we work in a group of four. All are really big shots I bet. Whoooo..felt pressure serving them but again its my honour. Perhaps people may say that serving people is not good but let me tell you guys.. I loves the satisfaction when I serve people and he or she says " Oh thank you very much ! " . Hahas ! Than suppose to work til 11 pm tonight but because of the school tomorrow and the tiredness, we stop work at 6pm so there is ample rest for us.

So far these 2 days of working experience has really let mi experience a lot of different things i nv witness before, the real working life. hahas. Perhaps next post than i will tell you more specifically.

Regarding my beloved, I miss her with no words in the dictionary can used to describe. Every days passes and the love bond is stronger and stronger. ********, I love you forever. Though there are girls out there working, they are very different and I promised my love for you never changes...unless you change. hahas ! *oopsy* dear..i know u will love me forever de..haha.. er..it seems i am abit bHb..hahas !

Okay..stopping here ! Its getting late and I gotta go lala land with my dear le..take care guys ! PEACE OUT ! Very eager to getting back my N levels results. dots... !

sigNing out... - liangzhi -

2005-11-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

yo guys ! I guess it have been 2 days since i last blogged ? perhaps..haha !

ok..today morniN go sch as usUal ..reach sch arnd 7 plus..than lata assembly lor..as usual ma..deAr sitting beside me..e feelin is so grt.. Wheneva i tok to her or see her..she will made my day. hahas ! than 1st lesson jiu shi geo. ms tan nt here agAin..so we ' did ' some ws ...in ' grp discussions ' ...dots ! you know wad i meant ya ? okok..than its was maths. it was tiring... at e end of maths..mrs yap gav me and lun xtra hmwk..simply cuz we tok ..hAix ! nx moment was RECESS ! went to parade sq ..nt many of our fwens are playin volleybAll..so i juz go cantEen sit sit.. aft tt is history ...mr devan came late for a period..so 4 tt whole history period..it is actually freeee period..haha! so slack and fun! ...however i tink he said nx wk staRt less0n ba...haha! ok than is physics. we went to the lab at 4th flr..on e way saw dear at 2nd flr juz endin e chem lesson..make her hair..haha! i juz simply love her. physics we did some experi ments lo...aft tt ms chen release us " on time " ...haha! so lun and grp of fwens wait for me while i wait for my dear..eventually they left first..lata i and dear catchh up wib them at plaza..havin lunch of cuz... aft lunch-ing, dear came to my hse..*ahem* ..no la..juz came for fun la..wad u guys tinking ! aiyo... aft tt arnd 3.30 she left lo..cuz lata she gt dance ma.... nw i am bloggin while waitin for jer and jus to come my hse to play game..they said arnd 4 pm tt they juz left e pool and goin hm b4 comin dw 2 my hse....jus told mi to gib them an hour to prepare..eveNtually until nw which is 15 mins to 7 pm....both of them haven arrived.. 3 hrs..frm hg to sengkang ? juz more jerr lives near my hse..haix..i was frustrated of cuz.. thouh they are givin a favour by comin my hse but when u give a time promise...and u went over the line..haix..saddness in e air ! nonetheless.... i will not be disturbed by this anymore..nw waitin for them with a empty stomach..ya ! thats all ! take care ! see ya ! PEACE OUT !

sigNiNg out .... - liangzhi -

2005-11-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hi guys !

Today mornin early go to school juz 4 justin sake. he wanted to copy my maths homewOrk. ya..nOtti him..only copy..haha ! ok..than aft tt go parade sq...saw my dear..i sit there she juz look at me than contiNue t0kin to her fwen..wa lao..i was like.. " halo..am i transparent " ? aft she tok finish than i tok to her.. dots.. go back to klazz than geo ms tan nv come..she will not come for e nx 3 days also..cuz she on course but we gt ws to do of cuz..O lvl ones and i done one today..quite difficult i tink. than aft geO is chEm. wE went to e lAb and tried out several experiments and 2 accidents occur.. one of them is mrs teo kana scald.. justin over heat a liquid and it shoots out..onto mrs teo hand..poor her..hAix. den aft tt recess..i strght away went to find my deAr at parade sq.. found her at General office den aft she told me she with her fwen wan go buy something to eat..i normally eat and she dun..nw she told me she wan wen i don wan..dots agAin..she said its las min..well than.. den aft sch le go plaza eat..deAr went with her fwens agAin.. though i was released 15 mins aft sch..mrs yap detent us lo..i shall maybe hope to call her to spend one or 2 days aft sch lunch with me..cuz she every day dance and eat with her fwens.. even lun can c tt.. i am such a failure... i shall try to ask her out for lunch..though its hard. than aft tt she juz leave e kopitiam without tellin me..oh gosh ! today happen alot of things nt positive to me.... aft tt i went to jerry hse with a sad mood..lun advise me though..den aft playin some xbox games i went dw 2 117 play bbball with e rest..gt alot of ppl.. nw came back le.. goin 2 do some maths hmwk lata on..see ya ! tk care !

I LOVE YOU FOREVER sam.

bye !

sigNing off.... - liangzhi -

2005-11-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

hi guys ,

An volcano is considered extinct because it has not erupt in the historic times.

No mood to bl0g today, sorry ! PEACE OUT !

sigNiNg out.... - liangzhi -

hAppiEst dAy ??? Alright lA .

2005-11-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

Ok ..This post is dedicated to yesterday.

Yesterday me and deAr and my fwEns[ clar,ping,vince,ying,tong,jia,xiboon,jus,jerry,lun ] went to coMpass to mEet 1st. We were celebrAting lun and yings bdae. thAn mi and deAr went elsewheRE b4 goin to mEet them @ dhoby gHaut.lun say e peeps went to play arcade...well..dey are rich ma..haha ! than we toOk MRT to mariNa bAy ! durin e trip.. the guys took pics..and i tiNk jiAyi is as if e main actress... * oopsy * hahahaha ! e feelin was great really..really long time nv go out wib so many fwens ..some more with my deAr...of cuz thru out my deAr of cuz is wib mi..i felt on top of e world at tt time..nw tt i am writin bout tt..i am so smilin cheekily... :p we reached there and we went to play arcAde...pool la..boWlin la...yea..i try to hang those bears machine for my dear but no luck on me... lun la...vicne la..clar la..ping la playin lan ..i tink sth lyk those warcraft de la..but i only play a litle bit of arcade..no pool and bowlin..yeaps..no $$$ le..haha! thouHg i play LAN later on at nite.. saw them playin b0wlin..lun is practicing..where else jerry seems to be e ' best ' haha..kiddin la.. ok..actUalli wanted to play but scare lata on no $$$ so i nv play..intendin to play aft eatin..well tt nv happens..haha ! we took alot of pics la..some i tokk for fun de..all courtesy of lun cANON A200 ..corrEct ? ya !

lata at eveNin..we stArted to settled down and eAt the seafood bUFFet..it coSts 12 buCks per adUlts...bUt we didN eat much..to be precise..I nv eat the amount i normAlly eat..haha i oso dunno y. iT was fUn..i fed my deAr and so did shE..i really enj0yed e moMENts wib her..every single momENts.. and as days by pass..my lUv for her ish ish even even deeeeper ! hahA ! hope she felt e saMe ? hehehe ! in e middle of e meal, got one woman who is verbally challenged came to asked for donations..at 1st we did not bought..but lata dunno which smart alec wanted to bargain for cheaper..in e end..when he gonna pay up he say no enuff $$..haha ! so we had to fork out for him...but it was worth it la..cuz it was meant as a present for lun.. it was a NEmo fish...quite cute though. i was e only one queuein up for satAys..8 sticks per servce...wen i finnlli got e satAys..i " present " it bac to our table la....e first thin is jiayi shouting " I WANT ONE " ... she didn know tt it was hard to get and if all e ppl wants..it will not be enuff..so i suggested 1 sticks shared by 2..though it may sounds ridiculous..bt it got no choice..lun ate e one left satay there, he e bdae boy..poor him... bt tt jiayi suddenli so gd go queue up 4 satay agaiN...tis tym everybody had a share. den aft eAtin e boys xcept for Justin who hab to go hm earlier we played LAN while e gAls play pool...but 2wards e eNd..sum things unhappy happened. my deAr suppose to reAch hoome by 10 i gueSs..but we played til 9:45...she eveN nv gib mi a cAll..i had to call her tt time is runnin out..so we lata make our way hm..but her mum sms her and tell her off..sad for us..the MAGIc m0meNts had to enD abrUtly.. i also wan to say sorry to the fellow frens... [ lun, vince , jerry , ping ] tt i had to go off earliEr ...sorry.. and sorry to vince tt in e awp map..i owaes aimed at him ! * oopsy * MUAHAHAHAH ! AniwAy..it was a really nice day ytd....

oKay..heard tt my deAr hp got confis..hAix..hw to c0ntAct her lyk tt ? nvM..i find my ways..perhaps thRu telepAthy..dun lUff la..it happens b4..right dEar ?!!..... ok..got to go ! tk care !

Also wants to wish zhaolun and yingying a happy sweet sixteen. Best wishes !

GOD BLESS ALL ! signing off... - liangzhi -

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2005-11-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

yo guys ! Today woke up at 6.30 and get prepared and reach school around 7 . It was drizzling so we had no assembly and went back to class. Went to seE my deAr before i go back my class. Okay than lessons .

After school, we went to plaza to eat. Once again, not with my deAr as she have dancing classes so ate her dinner with her friends, though i saw her later in the kopitiam. I really miss her alot..since we were different class..hAix ! But the moment i saw her in the kopitiam, i really happy up alot...hahahah ! power of luV bA ??? weewee.... ! Finally tomorrow i can go out with her le. Than after eating we went to fengwei house to play basketball. Actually i only wanted to play for a while but eventually we played til 4 sth ? than went up to play HALO before going home. Just now have diinner with ZicAi at compaSS p0int cuz my paRENts told mi 2 hab my own dinner ...dotx

Now returnin home.... bloggin nw..watchin ch 8..the last episode..muz watch ! Err...ok thats all !
byebye...

signing off .... - liangzhi -

[ ps: hypocrites sucks, dun ask me why. ]

extrEmely tired day but delight !

2005-11-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Okay . . . . This morniNg i woke up at 7-8 am plus..and my eyes were so **** pain...Perhaps this is the result of several consecutive mid-night oil burnt. Just this early morning at 3:45, I woke up to watch the ManUtd match. I was really tired so I went back to sleep after watching 10 minutes. During the early afternoon, Ivan sms me the results that Manutd lost to a small club. Oh my god ! Something need to be done there in Old Trafford, Manchester.

Ok . . . Than afternoon Dad came back and fetch us to Queensway to purchase my clothing. Oh yeah ! We walked the whole Queensway shopping centre and I managed to buy 3 jeans and 5 shirts, costing a whooping 180 ++ bucks. Of course I was very glad la.... *hehes* Than my mum keep insisting to go to IKEA... Walk around IKEA and bought a few household items ba..than we went to eat before going back home. Really shagged today ! Ok...st0ppin now ! Take care guys !

signing off.... - liangzhi -

[ psss...happy birthday to yingying ! ]

title-less !

2005-11-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yo wadz up guys ? ya la..checkin out my blog..okAy ! Thank yOu !

Erm this morning I met up with Clar, ying and lun at compass point. We bought a cake as a surprise present for jasontan. Today is his birthdAy. We went to his house after several " lies " to him. He was surprised, and we hope he really enjoys this surprise. After that we went to Feng house to play basketball. My finger kana a small scratch and my left hand almost cramp so i stopped playing and let my friend play. But I really enjoyed this game very much. Than msg my deAr but she stil daNcing ..haix..feel sad for her also..have to dance everyday..Right now i am writing but wondering if she still have to dance tomorrow. The probability is 99 perceNt i suppose. My parents de colleagues came over and play mahjong. I am so tired now..gonna take a rest while waiting for my deAr to call me..i miss her ALOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just before I want go log off..I receive a msg from one of my VERY CLOSE FRIEND. He sent a msg to tell me to go out tomorow AND DUN SAE NV JIO U . Whats the meaning ? I tell you why.. Because this morning we JUST decided to give jason a las min celebration surprise..than tt close friend of my say that ! "Whats the meaning ? Aiya..I dunn wanna say again..recently there been fucking lots of crap happening ..it really makes me very pissed off easily.. hAck ! ppl who dun udnerstand facts and want to be unreasonable..hope YOU PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES before u hurl anything on me. It really hurts me, disappoint me..my close fwen equals to some one who can really understand things...but he some time cannt tink properly..Well..perhaps its my fault !

bye.

Unsettled these days..what to do ?

2005-10-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ok..

As you have read in my 2nd previous post, something happened to me. And today, my close friend had a dispute with me. I do not wish to note it here, for fear for being 'claimed' that I am spreading rumours. Recently all the saddness got the better of me, so I think its high time to relax and not to think anymore. Thats what I did, thats why I do not feel sad at the moment. If people from now on give me comments, I will accept it and think over it instead of making a fuss out of it. Ya..and life goes on...

Today after school, my dear had to go dancing. Haix..From last week she had to dance every day after school. The time we spending is reducing. I miss her very much ! Haix..... ! perhAps can chat with her on the phone every day lo..deAr ar..tk care..every day dance muz be careful..dun over work urself understand ? if not my heart will also ache.. :( But I will be forever there for you....hugGieEsss ! So back to where we are..haha..after school went to plaza to eat than go to Fengwei house to play basketball. We only played for a while and the majority went up to play XBox, so i followed. I at first did not want to go to his house as I surely got nothing to do though I later play one or two short car race. AFter that it was HALO fever all the way. I was sitting there like some stones for more than half hour.. [ i suppose..] ..they offered me to play HALO but I donno how to play at all...Well..After that we resume to play basketball until 7 bA...real tired..went home ....and now i am bloggin ! Errr.. take care guys ! PEACE OUT !

sigNin out .... -liangzhi-

MAN UTD LOST !!!

2005-10-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

I was damn disappointed at Man Utd performance yesterday night. They perform badly, maybe I should not even use the word " perform "..maybe the word " joke around '' should be it. What`s wrong with ferguson? He dont seems to be making the squad do something. When they kicked off, I already sense something wrong. Next, the captain is Scholesy whom I see to be angered every time the tv film him. How can a not-calm captain lead the team ? Oh my... Hope something can be done quick if not I may see Man utd disappearing from the top five. Sad enough.
Err..stopping here ! see ya guys 2nite agaiN.

signing off ........ - lianghi -

sadness . . .

2005-10-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today morning I went to school as usual. There was no lesson, though we collected report books in the last period. When I get back my report book, I was not excited nor amused as this is just Prelims results and not the important N level results but of course delighted at my own results. Than after school went with a group of friends with my deAr to plaza to eat KFC. After eating, my deAr caMe 2 my house while i bAthe...than I pei deAr to school for her dancing class before going to cOmpAss p0iNt to mEEt my pEEps to celebrAte jiAyi belAted birthDay.

We eventually met up and took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut transferring to Somerset than walk to Cineleisure. We went there to have lunch, the expensive Yuki-yAki. But before I set foot on the yuki-yAki, some things happened. One of my friends claimed the trip to be a little boring as the woman who went with us were not ' catchy ' and told me that if my deAr could come along..at least he could see her. What the FCUK is wrong with you ? I know that you deliberately said that to spite me. Where in the hell got a people tell a guy that he like to see his girlfriend ? I took that as a silent yet direct challenge to me. Perhaps he thinks is a joke or what. Nvm..carry on reading first. I asked him, " how could you said that in front of me ? " . He replied," why cant ? I did not peep, I see it openly . " Whoosh..In school or anywhere , he is alright with me but sometimes he just seems to spite me. Maybe he did not know about it but this is a little way ridiculous. I hope that guy know who is he, and hope you stop doing what you doing because you may think as a joke and I definitely can take jokes but some times, err the jokes is a bit way off the line. I sincerely hope that you would not do this to me again. People, I sorry that I could not reveal the name of the guy as to protect the privacy so don bother to ask me.How ever, I did not put it in my mind but after that I was eating at the yukiyaki, I did not have any appetite but i forced myself to eat. Later, my deAr msg me that she will come down to look for me. my heARt melted ! Yes !

After my deAr came down, everybody wants to go home. WTF ?! Some of them wanted to go PS and my deAr and I was one of them . However, majority of the people choose to go back sengkang. Majority wins, so we go on. Than my deAr told mE that she would go to toapayoh to have her chinese daNce so i accompanied her while e reSt went back to play bbAll @ nan chiAu. Ate MOS burger with deAR before she go for her dance than I took 159 back home. It was exactly 1 hour. Oh my ! I felt a bit giddy when i alighted from the bus...heng ar ! Than went to play bbAll with them. Now I reached home le...bloggin than take a rest before deciding what do to neXt. I luv you my deAr...NOTHING could separate us ! God Bless !

sigNing off.... -liangzhi-

blogging with extra CARE !

2005-10-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Whoosh ! No more the ' privacy ' I used to think a blog has for now. So, whatever things I just continue to write out here on the World Wide Web but of course, some things are restricted la. Even as I am writing now, " my hands are trembling for fear of violating the laws " :p Though they claim that we still can carry on writing....

! Okay..today morning we had our Mr....Oops ! nono..no mentioning of the names and description. Okay..this morning my GOOD teacher give us a SERIOUS TALK on blogging. Some people are CROSSING THE LINE. Well, after that lesson starts - ---- - last 6 periods I have F & N and we did some bread making...the name is Chelsea Buns. Perhaps I shall name my own buns as Manchester Buns. *hehes* Than it really tastes good. [ according to my taste..its alright ] My deA....oh no ! [ i wanted to write dear..dun wan la..no mention of names again. ] So my SPECIAL FRIEND ate it . By the way, e special friend is a " she " . Ya ya..so after that SHE came to MY house to do something. Ya..after that SHE went home while I returned home too..Just now met my FRIEND justin and FRIEND jerri at macs than so coincidence...met FRIEND joy and FRIEND tong. Hence, we decided to play volleyball at a vOid deCk. Than now thunder and raining...so spooky...bloggin nw..decided to tk a rest and wait for my SPECIAL FRIEND to call me to chAt. Okay.. PEACE OUT ! Take care. [ Sorry, this post is for testing...haha ! ]

Signing out .... - liangzhi -

very tired !

2005-10-26T19:57:00.000+08:00

Blogging now cuz i am so *!@$% missing my deAr...she weNt to mSiA today morNing bUt haveN coNtact me [ nv contact means haven come back i suppose? ] .

Today morNing wake up eAliEr to pei Jerri to his detention....thAn after he reported we went wAlking arNd e Skl..sitting at e cAnteen see ppl kick s0ccEr while i do aBit of Geo work..than go t0 lessons lo..as usUal..the class was reduCed to hAlf.. *school starts ------------School ends* After school , felt abit wEird as my deAr was nt @ skl so i went to coMpass to ' do something ' with Lun,jerry,jas,ying and meet up with clar. yup..went there to eat le and walk for ' something ' after tt clar told us to play bbAll..so we did xcept for jas...[ pss..she lazy..opps ! ] we play bball all e way til 7 plus b4 we leave frm e nan chiau couRt..nw reaCh hm le..veri tired..and worried. Cuz nw the time nt earli le yet my deAr haven Call me about her arriVal bAck in spore..Am i over-worrying or whAt? hAix..miss her so much.. ! ok..tired nw..gonna tk a rest and wAit for my deAr calls. PEACE OUT !

sigNing off .... - liangzhi -

tiRed dAy . . .

2005-10-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo yo yo ! Ok. Very tired today. First thing very glad is that when I reach school, my kind brother chEewEi gave me his home-cook green bean soup. I think I grow up from young till now, no friends ever gave me such things....dun include family la.. ! Of course were very thankful for what he did and of course I felt better la . *cheers* Than the day juz passed like that but something very " weird " happened after school.

As it is raining heavily after school, the school canteen got FLOODED ! Can you believe it ?! The scene were hilarious. [ Did i spelt it correctly ? ] *hehes* Normally I only witnessed such ' live ' scene on news reporting on other countries and kampongs kana this but never in my life I expect to see it before my eyes. some more right in our school ! Hope this goes on TV to let the Singaporeans know what a " Good " drainage system we have in our school. Of course, my dear got hurt by JASON TAN by a volleyball...HOW DARE YOU JASON ! No la..kidding la..play ma..[ jason u watch out tml i tell u... :p ] Than my deAr acTually want come my house slack de but she suddenly change her mind [ haiss ] to go home with her fwens..well..what can i say ? so i went on to eat with my group of friends consisting of Clement, Ahboon, Vince, Jeremy, JASONTAN, cheeWEi and GAb. [ psss..did i miss out anybody..if yes..sry.hehe ]

After eating, I went to Jerrys` house for a game of Soccer. Well, I tasted defeAt and wins of course. Than play le go back home change clothes before attending a funeral at hougang. Okay ! THats all I got to say..very tired now ! Waiting for my mum to sleep before I can secretly talk to my dear dEar ! muahHAHa ! xin ku ni le...muAck ! haha !

PEACE OUT ~~~

SigniNg out .... - liangzhi -

Trip to Queenstown Shopping...

2005-10-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

Good evening guys ! This morning my deAr came ovEr to my house for a while before we go to meet our friends respectively. She got dancing classes at school and I am meeting my group of peeps to go out.

Today I went to Queenstown Shopping centre, which is famous for selling sports stuff at lower prices, with a group of friends : Hanwen, Sinwee, Guanjie, Gab and Cheewei. Err...at first i was quite happy but as we walk longer, my mood slowly lowers because for a few reasons. Firstly, my eyes were tired. Secondly, I saw a hell lot of things that consist of Soccer stuff and pants but they were quite expensive. The Manchester United jersey cost a whopping hundred bucks but they were really nice. Perhaps after i work than I will consider to buy it. The last reason is that I were quite hungry that time bA. In the midst of shopping, Hanwen and Guanjie bought their stuff. Guanjie spent quite alot i suppose. When we were about to leave the shopping centre, my medication I took earlier worn off and because I ate Curry Chicken, the phlegm problem occurs..choking the hell out of me...felt very uneasy at that time...

After that we took MRT back and they decided to go to the arcade in Heartland Mall but I wasn feeling well so I went home alone. On my way back, saw Vince and Chuxiang...hearf from vince that they went to play LAN ...than now reach home lo..rest a while than later attending a funeral service at hougang...stOpping heRe ! tkcare and peace out guys ! Thanks for reading !

Signing off..... -liangzhi-

MissiN my deAr . . . .

2005-10-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

Arlow guys ! Glad to see you here. Er...This morning wake up at around 1130 because i slept at 3 sth last night. Than I thought there will be family ' programs ' but its not the case. We stayed at home for the whole day until 6.30pm than go to my popo hse @ hougang Ave 8. Now I just returned from my popo house so blogging here. Went to see doctor this afternoon because of my sore throat and phlegm. Now a bit drowsy ba...

Than my deAr is daNcing...she just been told recently that she have to dance everyday...That means the chance of meeting her is reduced. I already did not seen her for two days le ba...and tomorrow she is not going out too with me so its 3 days le..Really miss her alot ..hAix ! I luRVe yooou forevAAA ! Hope to see her as soon as possible....Ok..really got no mood to blog as today not really a ' happening ' day...

Very sad...my mum is so fark up ! Every time she just nag and nag. As she is getting older, she is getting more unreasonable and naggy ! It really piss me off ! Always threatening to confiscate my handphone and so on and so forth ! Today she erupts again..now that i am blogging..she is murmuring shit ! daMn ! if she is not my mum, i would slap her on the spot. Canot take it anymore.....Every time after scolding, she would talk to me in a normal way as if nothing had happen but i usually wont give in to her so fast...totAlly ridiculous..comparing me to my cousins.. than i say go compare to fwens ...nx they will say now i always talk back ? What the FaRk ? ! saddens me...

StOpping here...GOt to gO ! tk care and I going to Queensway tml i tink with a group of friends...

SigNing off .... -liangzhi-

yAHOO ! My computer is fiNally wOrkiN !

2005-10-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

HURRAY guys ! My computer is alive today due to the help of my uncle who is a computer technician and the sound system due to Hanwen. Thank guys !

Well, since my computer was down for god knows how many days, many things happened. There was good and bad but all accumulate as experience for me. Just finish my N lvls about a 2 weeks back and enjoying only a week of holidays. Now we are going to school as usual for the ' GOOD ' bridging course -_- ' And the F&N students were immediately given coursework of 2005 to do ! Stress coming before we are even promoted to Sec 5. Haix..So our proper holildays had to start at 18 of November ! Oh my ! Okay... Lets stop talking about studies !

The time I and my gf been together is about 2 months and half going to 3 months. The feeling to be in love is really great and I will treasure her ! Sam, I LOVE YA ! *shyshyshy* Errr...I cannot think of anymore to say currently , perhaps if I can remember I will update tonight again.

To ALL MANCHESTER UNITED fans , there is a match tonight. MANCHESTER UNITED VS tottenham . HAHA ! Red Devils shall devour the ham of totten -_- ' .....

Ok guys ! Stopping here. Do leave your comments but make sure to tag , ya ? Thanks ! I will be updating daily since my computer is alright now ! Peace Out ! Best wishes to all N lvl candidates .

Signing off... -liangzhi-

WeiRd morNiNg.

2005-09-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Glad to see you again !

Today was fine but in the morning, when I sat in the parade square. My deAr was sitting beside me but our behaviour was like normal friend. Er...possibly we need more time ya ? Okie.. Than after that feel kinda moody. Dunno why.

First lesson was Maths. We go through our Prelims Papers. Than next period was Chinese. We was sort of having a ' free period ' although there were maths worksheets been given out. Following period was Geography. Miss Tan go through some of the River Processes thingly. Next is Social Studies. That was probably the best period of the day. I sat with Vincent, Shahrul and Xingyuan. Shahrul were making me laugh like hell. I were the ' answer supplier ' to them and Shahrul was like having a real hard time trying to copy my answers. In the midst of copying, he mis-write many words , whats more all the wrong words he wrote were ridiculous. Haha! I mean..I wrote " healthcare services... " , instead he wrote " Health mall services. " DUH ! I was wondering how in the hell he can manage to copy so way off ' target ' . lols. We had a really bad laugh, I was laughing till my teeth almost drop. Sorry to those who was sitting around me, that I had disturbed you. haha! After that we eat our lunch at the school`s canteen before proceeding to the F & N CRT. My deAr went to hougang Mall with his fwEns. So we did not meet today, perhaps tomorrow. I hope we can meet tomorrow...haha! Ok..got to go ! see ya again ! Tk cARe!

~~God Bless All~~

Signing off.... - liangzhi -

its my life !

2005-09-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Alright ! Glad to see ya guys back here. Actually I did not intend to blog but my deAr told me to. So I did just that !

Today lessons as usual. Eh.... After school , the already-planned-beforehand F & N CRT was cancelled off as Mrs Somu had meeting. All of us were so happy, thus I decided to call my deAr. Wanted to meet her but she had promised to accompany her friend out to CompassPoint to eat so I cannot possibly stop that right ? Than after that, got some ' factors that pulled me ' to play basketball. I hope its the last day before my N levels end that I am playing basketball. To all my basketball friends, I can only play with ya guys after N levels..Sorry ! [ Pls note that i not trying to show off that I wanted to study hor.. ] However, that doesn mean I would not go out to relax a while during some Fridays and Saturdays ! So if you want to go out on Weekends or Fridays to relieve stress..Dun ever forget to call me wor..hehe ! Eh..all people who are studying now please note that relieveing stress is very important wor..dun mistreat yourself ! Ok..stopping here ! got to go.. see ya agAin tMl ! Tk care !

~~God Bless All~~

Signing off .... - liangzhi -

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2005-09-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ! Err..recently been told my girlfriend that I seems to complaint about my life. So I also reflected and think that I should be optimist. True huh ? This way, my life will be better too.

All right, life as usual today. Lessons as usual ... We did not had PE ..sad..was looking very forward to Touch Rugby. Well..we proceed to Library to do Maths. Lessons past ..than after school we had F & N " CRT ". From today onwards, I have CRT for F & N every day for 1 hour.
Well, who told us to get bad results for the paper, not even one kind soul passed the prelims.
Now that i am blogging, I gonna do my homework before proceeding to my schedule of studying. Errr...kk i really got to go ! Take care guys ! Pls give comments.

~~God Bless All~~
signing off.... - liangzhi -

sad morning , lookin forward to NigHt.

2005-09-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

Evening guys ! This morning, something unhappy cropped up. It makes mi pissed off. My dad wants to sms chinese message to his peers and wanted me to teach him. I had already teached him many times, hence when he asked me...I was fed-up. Than, my brother [ who comes back home when as he likes..he claims to be working overnight. For goodness sake, I not as stupid as my *ahem* ] gives me his ' handsome ' face, so XL and GL . Of course, I shouted at him. Than my dad and mum add in here, kpkb ! 3v1 ..What can I possibly say ? The world is so unfair...if parents did wrong..they wont admit, instead they will keep quiet as if nothing happened. What the !@#$ .

Ok..Let it be. Life is like that. Than my mum threatened not to let me watch soccer [ it is already a date with my friend ] . I mean, if they can use logic to talk to me, i will shut up and listen but all they know is using things to threaten. Let me quote a example , my mum said ' You don guai lan with me ar..i take away your handphone, your computer , your freedom and so on ... ' I was like " Fine..what can I say than " . *puiii* Threatening may make one feel scared at one time but do you think he will learn the lesson..Haix. Than I was forced to my grandma house. My dad said it is a reunion dinner. When I reached there, my cousin and a few aunt were absent....hence I took the opportunity to suan them....I said " Aiya..I tot it is suppose to be reunion..Haix... " My mum went silence. HUURAY ! I won the war. haha!
Than I said at 4 plus i will go back home with my friend to watch soccer. She nodded, what more can she say ? Than at around 4 plus, I took MRT from Jurong East all the way to Sengkang. Tiring indeed. Meet up with Justin and now he is beside me..HAHA !

Regarding my dear, she enjoying life sia..eating crabs with her parents outside..wanted to admire the moon with her but she cannot make it..Haix ! nVM..dear ar..make sure you enjoy yourself !

Tonight, is the battle of the Reds. Liverpool will versus MANCHESTER UNITED ! [ eh..i am a man utd fan..hence it affects the font somehow..sorry ! ] haha! Ok.the match is at 7pm sharp. Now i gonna take a quick break than i will be see-ing how Man Utd thrash the a** of liverpool. HAHA !
tk care and see ya tMl . ~~God Bless All~~

Signing off...
-liangzhi- :)

exhausted day !

2005-09-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today early in the morning, I had chemistry remedial. Went to school at 1030 plus till 12pm. Than after that we dont know what to do , decided to attend the ' arranged beforehand ' match between Clar and Ah kok. I did play in the 2nd set for a while and manage to score in one. muahahaha ! So glad we won, but somethings did make us unhappy. Ah kok was no matter what a friend of us yet he make funs the hell out of our teammates. Well, I got nothing to say : Perhaps this is normal in the basketball match. One thing i really felt sorry was the matter about Lun. I begged him to come, yet i arrived at the basketball late. Sorry !

Alright, than we went kick some soccer. haha ! As time grows by, more people joined us. All the uncles are very skilled and confident. Thats good ! They even call us to come down next sAt for a match again. AFter the match, I were damn tired and shagg..hAix ! Went to meet deAr afterwaRds for dinner with justin and jasontan. than dear go balllet..we went houngang mall drink and slAck..than now back home.

Haix ! Ok..i gonna bathe now, see the show on Ch 8 than go into lalaland..... seeya !
~~God Bless All~~
signing off .... - liangzhi -

Neutral dAy !

2005-09-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ! Glad to see you here again.

Today is Friday, best ! Tomorrow is the battle of the REDS, Liverpool VS Manchester United. Of course, i am all out for Manchester United !

Today lesson as usual..but the only thing that pissed me off was the chemistry lesson lo. The notorious students, as usual making a hell lot of noise, disrupting the class. That 'guy' is making fuss, yet when the teacher reprimanded him, he denied. I was thinking, if he got the guts to do it, why not stand up ? * shaking my head in disappointment * What`s more was the ' suppose-to-be good students were not attentive too. Some of them were playing BINGO, i guessed from the way they were behaving.
I mean, cmon guys..N lvls are juz around ur arse and they actually pays more than 300 bucks for it yet denied themselves a chance to promote to sec 5. DUH !

Enough of my complaints, so i went to plaza to have my lunch wib my friends than proceed home. Now after I finish blogging, I will probably take a short rest than proceed to some light revision. Than tonight I will be going to school for the friday evening class, just for self - study !

Take care guys ! Please do leave comments, for me to probably ' reflect ' on any things i done, ya ? Thanks a alot ! ~~God Bless All~~

Signing off .... - liangzhi -

testing testing

2005-09-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

testing testing ! by the way..my blog will be reopened , do take note of my new URL . I will update daily. See u guys tomorrow.